Wed Sep 14 2011
got an potential interview atlast , job in west coast. Too costly, meaning for the same salary, I have to spend more, about $1000 per month more on rent and then 20% hike in income taxes.... awwww not fair, but its better than nothing and ending up on the streets or ending up working for min wages in canada.
ahhhh lousy interview... guess not a match to the requirements... :(((((
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Sep 13 2011 Tuesday
Tuesday, Sep 13 2011
Got call from bos about possible open in San Francisco.... got to see if that works out
Had a great cumbia with a tall girl yesterday, blew her mind off, she came back again to thank me..... woo hooo.. :)
Had seen jord on friday night and it was a funny encounter, I was at the street corner answering a call from bach about some doubt he had for an interview and that jack arse lied to me about the client,, well he is a brahamin, given to a DNA of selfishness and crookedness. Anyways getting to the point, she got out of the taxi with her friend, looked at me. A fleeting moment of "i know that guy". Then we both looked away. A few secs latter she was across the street, her friend talking with a couple of guys and she was staring at me, either she was wondering who I was or might remember the great Merengue we had together. Gosh she is so beautiful and natural. No wonder she had so many guys chasing her and wanting to dance with her and I had written her off as never going to ask to dance.
Was thinking about relationship and partnerships and the way my mind thinks and its attraction.
Natures Laws of relationship : Basically there are two categories
a) Caring and Giving (ME LAST -> ML)
b) Selfish and Self-centered (ME FIRST -> MF)
They attract each other. The ML's tend to attract the MF's and vice-verse. Rarely are the ML's attracting other ML's and for sure the MF's cannot stand each other.
They keep calling each other "Selfish".
Relationships and partnerships are all about "US" and not about "I". When the "I" starts taking over, the rest of "US" ending up becoming very hurt, unhappy, sad and frustrated.
Its great been the person who is giving, sacrificing and protecting, but then the problem starts when the other starts taking things for granted, rather wants more and not interested in giving back anything.....
its torture for the giver, causes wounds that god knows how long it would take to heal.
While the Selfish person would just easily (with no sense of consciousnesses) move on to another person who is a giver and start their cycle of exploitation.
Got call from bos about possible open in San Francisco.... got to see if that works out
Had a great cumbia with a tall girl yesterday, blew her mind off, she came back again to thank me..... woo hooo.. :)
Had seen jord on friday night and it was a funny encounter, I was at the street corner answering a call from bach about some doubt he had for an interview and that jack arse lied to me about the client,, well he is a brahamin, given to a DNA of selfishness and crookedness. Anyways getting to the point, she got out of the taxi with her friend, looked at me. A fleeting moment of "i know that guy". Then we both looked away. A few secs latter she was across the street, her friend talking with a couple of guys and she was staring at me, either she was wondering who I was or might remember the great Merengue we had together. Gosh she is so beautiful and natural. No wonder she had so many guys chasing her and wanting to dance with her and I had written her off as never going to ask to dance.
Was thinking about relationship and partnerships and the way my mind thinks and its attraction.
Natures Laws of relationship : Basically there are two categories
a) Caring and Giving (ME LAST -> ML)
b) Selfish and Self-centered (ME FIRST -> MF)
They attract each other. The ML's tend to attract the MF's and vice-verse. Rarely are the ML's attracting other ML's and for sure the MF's cannot stand each other.
They keep calling each other "Selfish".
Relationships and partnerships are all about "US" and not about "I". When the "I" starts taking over, the rest of "US" ending up becoming very hurt, unhappy, sad and frustrated.
Its great been the person who is giving, sacrificing and protecting, but then the problem starts when the other starts taking things for granted, rather wants more and not interested in giving back anything.....
its torture for the giver, causes wounds that god knows how long it would take to heal.
While the Selfish person would just easily (with no sense of consciousnesses) move on to another person who is a giver and start their cycle of exploitation.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Sep 12 2011 Monday, debate
Monday, Sep 12 2011, full moon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-LhnzszFOw
VV: Terrorism ,,,, who are the biggest Terrorist,,,,, hmmm let me try,, approx 200 years ago,,,, who were the ones manufacturing Opium with huge factories in Calcutta and flooding China? ( google -> opium wars). who were the once using terror to suppress the poorer nations???....
hahaha I feel it funny that most white folks in the Americas claim it to be their right to be here, little realizing that they are here as the result of the European invasion of Native American land (after having terrorized (after having terrorized them with guns and spreading chicken pox) and then blame and paint the natives as been evil and bad people......
the list goes on and if you are fair minded or have the ability to think fairly research... to me its history repeating itself again in the middle east with the majority white population attacking other countries and sovereignty for monetary gains,, and if the argument is about freeing and protecting other countries people ,,,
then why have you not done that to the Tibetans?
why have you not done anything there????
are they not worth protecting?
ooopsss there is no known oil fields there.
TF : & how about what was done to the Scotts and Irish? Maybe we could discuss Latin America as well. In relation to some of these, the holocaust begins to look like like a weekend tryst. I find I amazing what we are able to rationalize, as individuals, and as societies. Bizare when the thug claims to be the victim. It reminds me of http://www.lucifereffect.com/ Where good people will inflict very unjust behavior on others. Thanks for the post.
VV : yep,,, the holocaust seems not so high up when compared to the atrocities that were committed. The British and others been victors after WW2 were in a position to deflect the attention on Hitler and his atrocities and there by burying their own legacy of cruel deeds.
I wonder what would have happened if Hitler would have won, he would probably have undertaken a similar publicity campaign to show the Allied forces as Evil and Cruel people and would have painted himself as the savior of the new world order. ;)
Greed and War only causes an never ending cycle of destruction. One of the oldest Corporate models was/is the British East India Company. I find that many big corporates are doing that today under various pretext's.
Governments are overthrown with the help of military might, while the people serving in the military are made to think that they are fighting for their FREEDOM and brain washed into thinking that they are doing it for the greater good.
Yep for the greater good and benefit of the Richy-rich and their kids and generations to follow.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-LhnzszFOw
VV: Terrorism ,,,, who are the biggest Terrorist,,,,, hmmm let me try,, approx 200 years ago,,,, who were the ones manufacturing Opium with huge factories in Calcutta and flooding China? ( google -> opium wars). who were the once using terror to suppress the poorer nations???....
hahaha I feel it funny that most white folks in the Americas claim it to be their right to be here, little realizing that they are here as the result of the European invasion of Native American land (after having terrorized (after having terrorized them with guns and spreading chicken pox) and then blame and paint the natives as been evil and bad people......
the list goes on and if you are fair minded or have the ability to think fairly research... to me its history repeating itself again in the middle east with the majority white population attacking other countries and sovereignty for monetary gains,, and if the argument is about freeing and protecting other countries people ,,,
then why have you not done that to the Tibetans?
why have you not done anything there????
are they not worth protecting?
ooopsss there is no known oil fields there.
TF : & how about what was done to the Scotts and Irish? Maybe we could discuss Latin America as well. In relation to some of these, the holocaust begins to look like like a weekend tryst. I find I amazing what we are able to rationalize, as individuals, and as societies. Bizare when the thug claims to be the victim. It reminds me of http://www.lucifereffect.com/ Where good people will inflict very unjust behavior on others. Thanks for the post.
VV : yep,,, the holocaust seems not so high up when compared to the atrocities that were committed. The British and others been victors after WW2 were in a position to deflect the attention on Hitler and his atrocities and there by burying their own legacy of cruel deeds.
I wonder what would have happened if Hitler would have won, he would probably have undertaken a similar publicity campaign to show the Allied forces as Evil and Cruel people and would have painted himself as the savior of the new world order. ;)
Greed and War only causes an never ending cycle of destruction. One of the oldest Corporate models was/is the British East India Company. I find that many big corporates are doing that today under various pretext's.
Governments are overthrown with the help of military might, while the people serving in the military are made to think that they are fighting for their FREEDOM and brain washed into thinking that they are doing it for the greater good.
Yep for the greater good and benefit of the Richy-rich and their kids and generations to follow.
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Sep 11 2011 Sunday, 10 years after
Sunday, Sep 11 2011 , 10 years after the huge change brought about in the world.
hiking in ft wash.. flood waters.
For all the selfish and self centered women :
Most women are crazy like this, selfish and unappreciative of good men who are nice, caring and protective :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U93BBNq5A64
Sep 10, sat, jud and angle
hiking in heniz park, flood waters
Sep 9 fri, brsil, salsa, not a great night.
hiking in ft wash.. flood waters.
For all the selfish and self centered women :
Most women are crazy like this, selfish and unappreciative of good men who are nice, caring and protective :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U93BBNq5A64
Sep 10, sat, jud and angle
hiking in heniz park, flood waters
Sep 9 fri, brsil, salsa, not a great night.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Sep 09 2011 Friday. THIRU-ONAM
Friday, Sep 09 2011 Thiru-Onam ,,,,,, eaaaaa
Feels nice to be celebrating Onam again. Cook, cook and cook more and enjoy the ambiance. Yesterday Obama made a good speech, now waiting to see how the market will react, the asian and european market seems to have tanked down ahead of g7.
Next week may reveal a lot more about the direction the economy would go.
Sunday is also the 10th annivarsary of 9/11 and again news of possible threats.... ahhh why. What wrong with people. Why do they want to keep destroying things. Why cannot they take pleasure in constructing, creating, making things. Do something productive instead of destruction.
Were these people who grew up with out toys when they were kids?
When growing up kids end up breaking their toys and then end up hurt and sad and regretting and missing the toy they love. That way they learn the hard way that destruction hurts. And growing up, they learn a better appreciation and sentiment for things and not wanting to break or destroy.
And when as kids if they grow up with out toys, they end up not learning how destruction hurts.... my lil theory on growing up
ok,,, early morning, time to get celebrating and cooking. kappa, Avial (mixed veggies), beetroot fried in coconut... yummmm and not to miss out on the chicken curry and salmon curry and sambar ... | I already have 3 curries, 3 more to go..... best Onam ever.
Was inspired by Venk on focusing and doing some studying...... have to try and focus there and improve my self to be able to compete in the market.
Starting the day with Garlic toast and Hot Ginger Tea, yummm
Feels nice to be celebrating Onam again. Cook, cook and cook more and enjoy the ambiance. Yesterday Obama made a good speech, now waiting to see how the market will react, the asian and european market seems to have tanked down ahead of g7.
Next week may reveal a lot more about the direction the economy would go.
Sunday is also the 10th annivarsary of 9/11 and again news of possible threats.... ahhh why. What wrong with people. Why do they want to keep destroying things. Why cannot they take pleasure in constructing, creating, making things. Do something productive instead of destruction.
Were these people who grew up with out toys when they were kids?
When growing up kids end up breaking their toys and then end up hurt and sad and regretting and missing the toy they love. That way they learn the hard way that destruction hurts. And growing up, they learn a better appreciation and sentiment for things and not wanting to break or destroy.
And when as kids if they grow up with out toys, they end up not learning how destruction hurts.... my lil theory on growing up
ok,,, early morning, time to get celebrating and cooking. kappa, Avial (mixed veggies), beetroot fried in coconut... yummmm and not to miss out on the chicken curry and salmon curry and sambar ... | I already have 3 curries, 3 more to go..... best Onam ever.
Was inspired by Venk on focusing and doing some studying...... have to try and focus there and improve my self to be able to compete in the market.
Starting the day with Garlic toast and Hot Ginger Tea, yummm
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Sep 07 2011 Wed - Recovery
Wednesday Sep 07 2011
Got call from vis about coming to visit me in US. That would be so awesome to meet up here and stay with me. Waiting for conformation of itinerary and flight booking from India. yea hoooo , great start of the day.
recovered to a certain extent assests there were going down the drain. phew! what a change of events. life is so un predictable. just have to be patient and have faith in the greater goodness.
Got to go to Parx tonite for some salsaaaaa. Had let out a lot of gas and juice yesterday.... ;) hmmmmm
Cooked kappa while consulting with sade on the google chat.
Its Onam ,,, yea time to celebrate the only Dravidian festival.
Got call from vis about coming to visit me in US. That would be so awesome to meet up here and stay with me. Waiting for conformation of itinerary and flight booking from India. yea hoooo , great start of the day.
recovered to a certain extent assests there were going down the drain. phew! what a change of events. life is so un predictable. just have to be patient and have faith in the greater goodness.
Got to go to Parx tonite for some salsaaaaa. Had let out a lot of gas and juice yesterday.... ;) hmmmmm
Cooked kappa while consulting with sade on the google chat.
Its Onam ,,, yea time to celebrate the only Dravidian festival.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Sep 06 2011 Tues -> Respect and fear.
Tuesday, Sep 06 2011
Respect and Fear : Had a string of thoughts that occurred early in the morning, thinking about the Teachers who really commanded Respect because of who they were as teachers, inspiring and encouraging. And then the majority of the rest of pretentious teachers, who are worse than toxic waste and worse than the politicians who ruin other peoples lives.
Many people think that because they have power that they command Respect, but no, its not respect, all they got is Fear from others and fear growing with in themselves.
When you command true Respect, you have nothing to fear. Its there to stay because you earned it. Unlike fear, which would disappear the moment you loose your power or position.
It was great 3 days of hiking around Philly, New Jersey and New York. loved the people energy in NY and visiting the museum. Wished I could have spend more time at the museum.
It was good (not great) going to the indian restaurant for lunch buffet. Drank about 4 to 5 cups of Masala Chai (tea). was hyper after that and was not able to sleep at night.
Still feel the hyperness induced by caffine.
Wanted to go out salsa dancing at the Vang yesterday, but after starting off felt discouraged by the rainy weather and drove back after a couple of miles. It sucks that all the dance places are about 40 miles away and takes about 1 hr to reach.
Vang seems to hold special place for me, meeting some new and good gals there. Last week remember the Russian gal, who seemed to be a professional dancer, was kind of scared asking her to dance as she seemed to be so technically perfect. And she looked at me expecting me to ask her to dance and that caused more pressure on me and did not have enough emotional power to ask her to dance. But have to give it to her, she looked so naturally beautiful. Like a movie star with the perfect face. Wonder what her story is.
She seems to be nice and seems to dance with everyone who asks her to dance.
What a day, full of rain, rain and more rain. Actually seems to be more rain than when the hurricane Irene came visiting last week end. This they said is the remains of hurricane lee and it is pouring non stop. I am sure if this continues, we are going to have some severe flooding.
It was kind of DE-motivating and depressing to wake up again and not have anything productive to do. Almost 2 months. With couple of hope, one in India and another in Dallas. Hope I can get the one in Dallas and then be able to get parents on a trip.
Respect and Fear : Had a string of thoughts that occurred early in the morning, thinking about the Teachers who really commanded Respect because of who they were as teachers, inspiring and encouraging. And then the majority of the rest of pretentious teachers, who are worse than toxic waste and worse than the politicians who ruin other peoples lives.
Many people think that because they have power that they command Respect, but no, its not respect, all they got is Fear from others and fear growing with in themselves.
When you command true Respect, you have nothing to fear. Its there to stay because you earned it. Unlike fear, which would disappear the moment you loose your power or position.
It was great 3 days of hiking around Philly, New Jersey and New York. loved the people energy in NY and visiting the museum. Wished I could have spend more time at the museum.
It was good (not great) going to the indian restaurant for lunch buffet. Drank about 4 to 5 cups of Masala Chai (tea). was hyper after that and was not able to sleep at night.
Still feel the hyperness induced by caffine.
Wanted to go out salsa dancing at the Vang yesterday, but after starting off felt discouraged by the rainy weather and drove back after a couple of miles. It sucks that all the dance places are about 40 miles away and takes about 1 hr to reach.
Vang seems to hold special place for me, meeting some new and good gals there. Last week remember the Russian gal, who seemed to be a professional dancer, was kind of scared asking her to dance as she seemed to be so technically perfect. And she looked at me expecting me to ask her to dance and that caused more pressure on me and did not have enough emotional power to ask her to dance. But have to give it to her, she looked so naturally beautiful. Like a movie star with the perfect face. Wonder what her story is.
She seems to be nice and seems to dance with everyone who asks her to dance.
What a day, full of rain, rain and more rain. Actually seems to be more rain than when the hurricane Irene came visiting last week end. This they said is the remains of hurricane lee and it is pouring non stop. I am sure if this continues, we are going to have some severe flooding.
It was kind of DE-motivating and depressing to wake up again and not have anything productive to do. Almost 2 months. With couple of hope, one in India and another in Dallas. Hope I can get the one in Dallas and then be able to get parents on a trip.
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