Sep 13 2011 Tuesday

Tuesday, Sep 13 2011

Got call from bos about possible open in San Francisco.... got to see if that works out

Had a great cumbia with a tall girl yesterday, blew her mind off, she came back again to thank me..... woo hooo.. :)

Had seen jord on friday night and it was a funny encounter, I was at the street corner answering a call from bach about some doubt he had for an interview and that jack arse lied to me about the client,, well he is a brahamin, given to a DNA of selfishness and crookedness. Anyways getting to the point, she got out of the taxi with her friend, looked at me. A fleeting moment of "i know that guy". Then we both looked away. A few secs latter she was across the street, her friend talking with a couple of guys and she was staring at me, either she was wondering who I was or might remember the great Merengue we had together. Gosh she is so beautiful and natural. No wonder she had so many guys chasing her and wanting to dance with her and I had written her off as never going to ask to dance.

Was thinking about relationship and partnerships and the way my mind thinks and its attraction.

Natures Laws of relationship : Basically there are two categories
a) Caring and Giving (ME LAST -> ML)
b) Selfish and Self-centered (ME FIRST -> MF)

They attract each other. The ML's tend to attract the MF's and vice-verse. Rarely are the ML's attracting other ML's and for sure the MF's cannot stand each other.
They keep calling each other "Selfish".

Relationships and partnerships are all about "US" and not about "I". When the "I" starts taking over, the rest of "US" ending up becoming very hurt, unhappy, sad and frustrated.

Its great been the person who is giving, sacrificing and protecting, but then the problem starts when the other starts taking things for granted, rather wants more and not interested in giving back anything.....
its torture for the giver, causes wounds that god knows how long it would take to heal.
While the Selfish person would just easily (with no sense of consciousnesses) move on to another person who is a giver and start their cycle of exploitation.