Friday Oct 29 2010
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After talk with Aji yesterday, got to know that I will not b with the client past Jan. So its time to look for a new job.
Kind of mixed feelings, was feeling useless with not much happening in terms of work here or potential work. That way felt any new job could give me a better feeling of having contributed to the world and my own self worth
But now with the uncertainty of the economy and then the scope for openings in my particular specialty, its scary too. MIXED feeling
Friday, October 29, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
OCt 28, Cuba calling
Thursday Oct 28 2010
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It was really strange how Mei and me are connecting. I sent her a msg yesterday on FB and she sends me a msg on yahoo from Cuba.
internet there costs about 20 dollars per hour. Must be the costiliest internet service. Anyways hope to call her when during the weekend.
Chakir and the others in vancouver are going to cuba last week of Nov. Wish I could have gone with them. But thats the time when the project is going live. Well I stil do have that place to visit, in my list of places to visit.
need to get more details from Mei soon. she has a return ticket for mid of nov thou.
It was so strange way to meet her in Lisboa , dance salsa with her to the music played by a Slovakian guy. Then next day to run into each other in the heart of Madrid. Coincidence just like they show happening in movies.
These series of coincidence was what got me closer to Evil last year. Well its nature doing its work to help me learn and to do what I am supposed to do, experience, learn and make an effort to become a better person.
lets see how things work out.
Getting a lil impatient here at work with, not able to learn anything new or enough cooperation from the Avaya team who seem to more interested in playing some kind of mischief.
Just draggin along to save up some cash for the rainy day.
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It was really strange how Mei and me are connecting. I sent her a msg yesterday on FB and she sends me a msg on yahoo from Cuba.
internet there costs about 20 dollars per hour. Must be the costiliest internet service. Anyways hope to call her when during the weekend.
Chakir and the others in vancouver are going to cuba last week of Nov. Wish I could have gone with them. But thats the time when the project is going live. Well I stil do have that place to visit, in my list of places to visit.
need to get more details from Mei soon. she has a return ticket for mid of nov thou.
It was so strange way to meet her in Lisboa , dance salsa with her to the music played by a Slovakian guy. Then next day to run into each other in the heart of Madrid. Coincidence just like they show happening in movies.
These series of coincidence was what got me closer to Evil last year. Well its nature doing its work to help me learn and to do what I am supposed to do, experience, learn and make an effort to become a better person.
lets see how things work out.
Getting a lil impatient here at work with, not able to learn anything new or enough cooperation from the Avaya team who seem to more interested in playing some kind of mischief.
Just draggin along to save up some cash for the rainy day.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Oct 27, Wed, more people Sick
Wednesday, Oct 27 2010
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More people seem to be sick today. maybe Even I should have stayed home. But had to go so that I could get some of the issues resolved regarding the Ad-hoc requests that came in.
Got talking with Mat in the afternoon when heading for lunch.
Saw a touching and inspiring video of a indian guy who was helping the poor by cooking for about 400 people and distributing to the people in his home town.
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More people seem to be sick today. maybe Even I should have stayed home. But had to go so that I could get some of the issues resolved regarding the Ad-hoc requests that came in.
Got talking with Mat in the afternoon when heading for lunch.
Saw a touching and inspiring video of a indian guy who was helping the poor by cooking for about 400 people and distributing to the people in his home town.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Oct 26 Where there is love there is Hate too
Tuesday, Oct 26 2010
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Woke up thinking how was I able to love, or was I in love with the image of someone nice, while in fact that person was the most EVIL and SELFISH person ever, I let come into my life. Some one who does not seem to have any sense of GOOD from BAD, any sense of HONESTY, rather cold and calculating than been able to do anything from the heart.
Oh how I am so dispising that person and just wishing and kicking out any fleeting thought that comes by, with an vengence I have never felt before.
Just the realization that the person I thought was loveable, is acutally a person I would rather love to HATE.
Its so reliving and healing.
Thank god, the universe, the higher powers, for all the unanswered prayers, thanks much for protecting me and looking out for me.
Everything happens for the better
Back to load testing,,, got in around 7:40am,,, a bit late, then after sometime Joe comes in with his box of dunkin doughnuts...
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Woke up thinking how was I able to love, or was I in love with the image of someone nice, while in fact that person was the most EVIL and SELFISH person ever, I let come into my life. Some one who does not seem to have any sense of GOOD from BAD, any sense of HONESTY, rather cold and calculating than been able to do anything from the heart.
Oh how I am so dispising that person and just wishing and kicking out any fleeting thought that comes by, with an vengence I have never felt before.
Just the realization that the person I thought was loveable, is acutally a person I would rather love to HATE.
Its so reliving and healing.
Thank god, the universe, the higher powers, for all the unanswered prayers, thanks much for protecting me and looking out for me.
Everything happens for the better
Back to load testing,,, got in around 7:40am,,, a bit late, then after sometime Joe comes in with his box of dunkin doughnuts...
Monday, October 25, 2010
Oct 25 Monday. Load testing pressures
Monday, Oct 25 2010
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Get to work by 8:10 after a hearty rice and salmon curry breakfast. did not realize how fast time went by, cause joe pinged me for the meeting.
Was too busy whole day, got home for a brief lunch of againnn salmon curry and rice. tasted better with tomato pickle.
got out of work around 7:30.. awww almost 11hrs working and not feeling tired.
Was organizing things so that the Load testing with the bunch of people will go smoothly,
went to costco after work and got some bit size snacks, like tapas, but sweeter.
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Get to work by 8:10 after a hearty rice and salmon curry breakfast. did not realize how fast time went by, cause joe pinged me for the meeting.
Was too busy whole day, got home for a brief lunch of againnn salmon curry and rice. tasted better with tomato pickle.
got out of work around 7:30.. awww almost 11hrs working and not feeling tired.
Was organizing things so that the Load testing with the bunch of people will go smoothly,
went to costco after work and got some bit size snacks, like tapas, but sweeter.
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Oct 24, Sunday ,,cooking for the week
Sunday, Oct 24 2010
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need to start cooking for the week... got my Coffee. Kind of seem to take to Coffee more after having it in Spain and portugal.
Went to sleep around 4am after coming back from salsa and talking with Mali on the phone while she drove home.
Got mail from her about her head aech in the morning and rather preferring to have biriyani take out than been able to cook dinner for us. oh well this is kind of slow day , did not enjoy yesterdays salsa much either at brasils.
Lets see after tuesdays load test, I should feel a bit more off my shoulders and be able to go out on Monday and Wednesdays when the better dancers come.
4:30 done with Cooking Salmon curry,,, yummm now to have it with rice
Got to see some La Liga action internet.
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need to start cooking for the week... got my Coffee. Kind of seem to take to Coffee more after having it in Spain and portugal.
Went to sleep around 4am after coming back from salsa and talking with Mali on the phone while she drove home.
Got mail from her about her head aech in the morning and rather preferring to have biriyani take out than been able to cook dinner for us. oh well this is kind of slow day , did not enjoy yesterdays salsa much either at brasils.
Lets see after tuesdays load test, I should feel a bit more off my shoulders and be able to go out on Monday and Wednesdays when the better dancers come.
4:30 done with Cooking Salmon curry,,, yummm now to have it with rice
Got to see some La Liga action internet.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Oct 23 Saturday....Cable internet today :)
Saturday OCt 23 2010
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Going to get my Cable connected internet today afternoon. So have to put off all plans in the afternoon.
Might as well start with cleaning up the house and getting things in order and go to costco to get groceries.
Have to prepare for the Load test on Tuesday. not sure how it will go. Got about 14 volunteers, got to see how many will turn up.
Called up home, had a frustrating talk with dad today.
Went to costco after that and got salmon and diced beef and milk. Got to start getting into cooking mode.
It was nice of mali to invite me for dinner tomorrow the sunday. lets see what she cooks up for me.
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4 to 5:30pm Got Cable Internet at homeee nowww,, wwieeee..
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Going to get my Cable connected internet today afternoon. So have to put off all plans in the afternoon.
Might as well start with cleaning up the house and getting things in order and go to costco to get groceries.
Have to prepare for the Load test on Tuesday. not sure how it will go. Got about 14 volunteers, got to see how many will turn up.
Called up home, had a frustrating talk with dad today.
Went to costco after that and got salmon and diced beef and milk. Got to start getting into cooking mode.
It was nice of mali to invite me for dinner tomorrow the sunday. lets see what she cooks up for me.
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4 to 5:30pm Got Cable Internet at homeee nowww,, wwieeee..
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