Sunday Mar 16 2014
Hectic turn of events and life .
Felt like I have lived a 100 days in the past few months. So many things happening. The chaos of change.
Helping out uncle with his new venture, hoping that he would succeed, keeping fingers crossed.
New apartment, with a great view of the downtown... 7 th floor on top of 11 floors of parking, so in effect I am on the 18th floor.
Fear of heights is preventing me from going over to the balcony. Not a great feeling to be standing there. Feel as thou my legs freez up and I am not able to move after that.
loving the wooden floor, thou the single Broom is relatively smaller than the apartments I have lived in. Feels good.
The downtown seems to be populated with a lot of home less people hanging around. Not sure how bad it might be here, but do get the smell of pot smoke drifting in the air.
The temparature is becoming warmer, what a huge difference from the - 30 and -40 deg... to positive temps.in the span of a few days.
The only place I am not able to focus on or work on or put in full effort to do something positive seems to be at the work place.
Too many confusions and not any clear cut path and vision.
The gals and ladie here look much lovelier than in DC area. hmmm wonder if I will meet my princess and life partner forever here?
It was interesting coming across the girl with the sweetest smile. The smile that made my heart feel like there were a 1000 colorful butterflies dancing with joy.
ahhh the infatuations of the heart. If only I could just find that one person who would love me deeply as I would love her.... hmmmm well everything happens for a reason and if its ment to be , it will be.
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