Apr 03 2013 Lost and feeling insecure.

Wednesday, Apr 03 2013

Been having a nagging feeling the past few days, something is off.
Getting all kinds of bad vibrations. Not feeling motivated to cook, clean, work out. Its like something is there bothering me, but revealing itself.

But today, after digging a bit, got to know that I am been given a low-blow by the company, not paying me what they should. It feels sick, that market conditions are so bad that I am now afraid to take the risk. And also that I am kind of not upto the job market skills that seems to change every other day.
Living me with no bargaining chip.

One thing for sure, this is all market dynamics and my own ability or lack there of to over come the hurdles.
But how?
the million dollar question.

Trying to prepare for my 1st speech... not as easy as I thought that it would be, even writing it up in sequence of presentation has been a task, that turned out to be harder than anticipated.