Monday, April 22 2013.
Had nightmares during weekend, was centered about my first speech to be done on wednesday.
woke up to the horros of some ladies shouting at me during my speech. woke up with a week knee. Been thinking about it and going thru the horrific feeling of stage freight again.
Monday, April 22, 2013
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
April 10, day of presentations... still nervous and stammering when presenting.
Wednesday, Apr 10
A beautiful day, sun shinning at its brightest after a very long time,
new years eve for Telugu and kannada people.
day of presentations for me... still nervous and stammering when presenting. jitters and heart rate racing.
just finished the smallest at work presentation , was stammering at places. :(
was working on my ice-breaker,
well they have hobby nite, today, so might try to show off my salsa.
its kind of giving me confidence to talk about something I think I maybe good at.
so my nervousness is thinking about situations that may not happen or when I am the least preparation and practice.
lets see how it works out tonite.. :) fingers crossed.
A beautiful day, sun shinning at its brightest after a very long time,
new years eve for Telugu and kannada people.
day of presentations for me... still nervous and stammering when presenting. jitters and heart rate racing.
just finished the smallest at work presentation , was stammering at places. :(
was working on my ice-breaker,
well they have hobby nite, today, so might try to show off my salsa.
its kind of giving me confidence to talk about something I think I maybe good at.
so my nervousness is thinking about situations that may not happen or when I am the least preparation and practice.
lets see how it works out tonite.. :) fingers crossed.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Apr 04 2013 , hyper active day, sudden burst of Suns energy
Thursday , Apr 04 2013 ,
A hyper active day, sudden burst of Suns energy.
Charged after having cooked my own food yesterday night . Also the early morning coffee helped to keep me hyper and motivated.
A hyper active day, sudden burst of Suns energy.
Charged after having cooked my own food yesterday night . Also the early morning coffee helped to keep me hyper and motivated.
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Apr 03 2013 Lost and feeling insecure.
Wednesday, Apr 03 2013
Been having a nagging feeling the past few days, something is off.
Getting all kinds of bad vibrations. Not feeling motivated to cook, clean, work out. Its like something is there bothering me, but revealing itself.
But today, after digging a bit, got to know that I am been given a low-blow by the company, not paying me what they should. It feels sick, that market conditions are so bad that I am now afraid to take the risk. And also that I am kind of not upto the job market skills that seems to change every other day.
Living me with no bargaining chip.
One thing for sure, this is all market dynamics and my own ability or lack there of to over come the hurdles.
But how?
the million dollar question.
Trying to prepare for my 1st speech... not as easy as I thought that it would be, even writing it up in sequence of presentation has been a task, that turned out to be harder than anticipated.
Been having a nagging feeling the past few days, something is off.
Getting all kinds of bad vibrations. Not feeling motivated to cook, clean, work out. Its like something is there bothering me, but revealing itself.
But today, after digging a bit, got to know that I am been given a low-blow by the company, not paying me what they should. It feels sick, that market conditions are so bad that I am now afraid to take the risk. And also that I am kind of not upto the job market skills that seems to change every other day.
Living me with no bargaining chip.
One thing for sure, this is all market dynamics and my own ability or lack there of to over come the hurdles.
But how?
the million dollar question.
Trying to prepare for my 1st speech... not as easy as I thought that it would be, even writing it up in sequence of presentation has been a task, that turned out to be harder than anticipated.