May 12 , new day,

May 12 2011 Thursday,

Its a brand new day. Feeling a bit more charged up and positive. So different from yesterdays uncertainty.
Well the uncertainty is still there, but a bit more focused on the tasks at hand and the courses I need to complete offered by my company Cog. As I have just one exact month left with the worse case scenario of having to be let go cause of unavailability of projects.

Gave my 60 day notice to the Apartment people. it was anyways due.

lets see what I can get done today.

Fighting the feelings of home sickness and nostalgia.

ahh why is life so complicated, when all I want is a simple life where I can have a simple loving wife and be able to provide for my family and give my kids access to the best education possible.

Thought that I met one simple gal in Eva, but turned out her values and moral standards of character were different from mine. ahhh all for blindly falling in love,,,,, still there is a corner in my heart that loves her and wishes that she had not done some things. Cause Trust is a huge thing, once broken its a very tough thing to over come. All the lies she said has left me with so many questions of why????

Well thats the choice she made and that defines her as a person she is.

back to the business of working out a bit and then attack the pmp or sales force online course.