Monday, Oct 31 2011
Last day of the month, had a tough time sleeping at night as the dumb red-necks living on the floor below had loud obnoxious guest coming in around 2:30am and making all kind of noise and a few old ladies who looked like hookers talking their white trash lingo.
only got out of around 8am. had bru coffee with no sugar. yewwww.
got packing a bit.
now the wait for the news to trigger the other activities.
interview with cap scheduled @ 5pm,,, ahhh how could I have got suckered into this one, now have to drive to the Buddhist temple around 3 and be ready for the interview after finding a place to park.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Oct 30 2011, bright sunshine after snow storm
Sunday Oct 30 2011,
bright sunshine after snow storm, just like life full of extreme shades.
Got some cleaning and packing done. trying to fit into some of old trousers. most of them fit in. Well another reason for me to go out running A LOT and slim down.
was again listening to a few Cumbia songs,,,,, ahhhh only a person who can feel the music and dance with his heart will know what it is, when I say, I am in love with Cumbia.
just as I finish typing this, one of my fav merengue songs come on.... ahhhh if only I had a partner who is also nice and good hearted like me. It would be heaven on earth.
bright sunshine after snow storm, just like life full of extreme shades.
Got some cleaning and packing done. trying to fit into some of old trousers. most of them fit in. Well another reason for me to go out running A LOT and slim down.
was again listening to a few Cumbia songs,,,,, ahhhh only a person who can feel the music and dance with his heart will know what it is, when I say, I am in love with Cumbia.
just as I finish typing this, one of my fav merengue songs come on.... ahhhh if only I had a partner who is also nice and good hearted like me. It would be heaven on earth.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Oct 29 2011, Snowed in yeww
Saturday, Oct 29 2011
Woke up early, kind of woke up to see the first of snow falling. But the snow came in around 10am.
watching the pile up stuck at home. Its great to watch snow from a warm place. :)
Not a great fan of the cold.
Human tendency: To make the most off, with what ever is fastest with as little effort as possible. :)
Words that formed, when I started to analyze a few of my recent actions and way of having gone about doing things and executing certain actions to achieve certain results. Not happy with the less than ethical standards I resorted too, thou not hurting any one in the process, I realized that most actions or all actions resorted to or under taken by us human beings are always soaked in such tendencies.
Tendencies to achieve and get most with as little effort as possible. Which is why we as a group have kind of progressed or developed different from other animals who are happy doing and sticking to their own basic way of living.
But with that every tendency to achieve more with less effort, we have developed into begins with more complicated lives. Is it wrong or right is up for debate, but to each his own.
"""What is right for one person is not right for another, or even for the same person at another time. """
Getting drunk like crazy and finishing up on the stock of alcohol that I have, watching the Stanford university, USC game.
Woke up early, kind of woke up to see the first of snow falling. But the snow came in around 10am.
watching the pile up stuck at home. Its great to watch snow from a warm place. :)
Not a great fan of the cold.
Human tendency: To make the most off, with what ever is fastest with as little effort as possible. :)
Words that formed, when I started to analyze a few of my recent actions and way of having gone about doing things and executing certain actions to achieve certain results. Not happy with the less than ethical standards I resorted too, thou not hurting any one in the process, I realized that most actions or all actions resorted to or under taken by us human beings are always soaked in such tendencies.
Tendencies to achieve and get most with as little effort as possible. Which is why we as a group have kind of progressed or developed different from other animals who are happy doing and sticking to their own basic way of living.
But with that every tendency to achieve more with less effort, we have developed into begins with more complicated lives. Is it wrong or right is up for debate, but to each his own.
"""What is right for one person is not right for another, or even for the same person at another time. """
Getting drunk like crazy and finishing up on the stock of alcohol that I have, watching the Stanford university, USC game.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Oct 28 2011, Diet ease
Friday, Oct 28 2011
woke up around 7 and was checking out to see my proj assignment. seems to be good so far. have to see how it goes in the days ahead, too many loose ends and uncertainty.
Easing into day 3, but today, going to eat stuff and do some work out. Would be trying to stick to fruits as much as possible and avoiding alcohol. Only going to drink on social occasions.
Expecting snow storm latter tonite on the north western corridor. Damm screwed up my plans to go out dancing, don't like getting stuck in the snow when returning. Last time it happened that way.
hmmmm almost a year since I returned from Spain and Portugal.
nice to see pilar the hottest and prettiest spanish gal I got to meet there. Gald to connect with her on facebook, ahhh how I wish that I could speak spanish or she could speak english, we had such a good connection and hmmmmm so beautiful. The best part she also has a twin who is as beautiful and smoking hot . wooooo hmmmm :))) memories, sweet and heart full filling.
woke up around 7 and was checking out to see my proj assignment. seems to be good so far. have to see how it goes in the days ahead, too many loose ends and uncertainty.
Easing into day 3, but today, going to eat stuff and do some work out. Would be trying to stick to fruits as much as possible and avoiding alcohol. Only going to drink on social occasions.
Expecting snow storm latter tonite on the north western corridor. Damm screwed up my plans to go out dancing, don't like getting stuck in the snow when returning. Last time it happened that way.
hmmmm almost a year since I returned from Spain and Portugal.
nice to see pilar the hottest and prettiest spanish gal I got to meet there. Gald to connect with her on facebook, ahhh how I wish that I could speak spanish or she could speak english, we had such a good connection and hmmmmm so beautiful. The best part she also has a twin who is as beautiful and smoking hot . wooooo hmmmm :))) memories, sweet and heart full filling.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Oct 27 2011 , Day 2 of the Fruit diet
Thursday, Oct 27, 2011
Its day 2 of the Fruit diet, yesterday night I was feeling hungry like crazy, but held on, was craving fries, bread and what not.... glad that phase is over.
Woke up in the morning feeling a bit tired, guess its a good thing as it means the body worked extra hard to compensate for lack of material by compensating it from other parts which have stored up or stacked up.
Started with drinking lots of water. its 10:30am now and will be starting off with eating bannanas
Someone told me that fruits have sugar and thats not good. Well my understanding is that sugar makes me Hyper and that will keep me active and thus burning into the accumulated fat. Actually feeling more charged to get things done and motivated to do some yoga stretches and light work out at home.
Same thing with Coffee, makes me hyper and gets me going to get things done. Just have to balance it out by reducing the intake of FATTY food or FAT creating food like something fried, chocolates (I was an addict, watched the video of children forced into Slavery of the Coca farms and just gave up on a pleasure thats been sustained by the blood or children forced into slavery).
It was a easy decision, based on who I am, same thing that goes for every person in the world. All decisions are based on who you think you are. Once you understand this, every decision become easier. well atleast most.
What I find funny is that people giving up meat, that they eat as food based on the fact that its cruelty to animals, but refuse to give up Chocolate, that which is just a pleasure, and something one can live with out.
********Break up*************
Its me, not you, not your fault at all, its all me ......
(just that I cannot stand lying, manipulative, crooked, selfish, self centered, superficial people. I just end up throwing up and have allergic fits, sleepless nights, causing me to be grumpy and angry during the day). hehehehe
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Its day 2 of the Fruit diet, yesterday night I was feeling hungry like crazy, but held on, was craving fries, bread and what not.... glad that phase is over.
Woke up in the morning feeling a bit tired, guess its a good thing as it means the body worked extra hard to compensate for lack of material by compensating it from other parts which have stored up or stacked up.
Started with drinking lots of water. its 10:30am now and will be starting off with eating bannanas
Someone told me that fruits have sugar and thats not good. Well my understanding is that sugar makes me Hyper and that will keep me active and thus burning into the accumulated fat. Actually feeling more charged to get things done and motivated to do some yoga stretches and light work out at home.
Same thing with Coffee, makes me hyper and gets me going to get things done. Just have to balance it out by reducing the intake of FATTY food or FAT creating food like something fried, chocolates (I was an addict, watched the video of children forced into Slavery of the Coca farms and just gave up on a pleasure thats been sustained by the blood or children forced into slavery).
It was a easy decision, based on who I am, same thing that goes for every person in the world. All decisions are based on who you think you are. Once you understand this, every decision become easier. well atleast most.
What I find funny is that people giving up meat, that they eat as food based on the fact that its cruelty to animals, but refuse to give up Chocolate, that which is just a pleasure, and something one can live with out.
********Break up*************
Its me, not you, not your fault at all, its all me ......
(just that I cannot stand lying, manipulative, crooked, selfish, self centered, superficial people. I just end up throwing up and have allergic fits, sleepless nights, causing me to be grumpy and angry during the day). hehehehe
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Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Oct 26 2011 wed, Diet
Wednesday Oct 26 2011
Saw a post by G and was motivated to get back into shape, the staying at home and trying to complete the courses has made its own layers of fat on my person and that pic from her kind of hit me where it should.
Went over to wal mart and got a bunch of fruits and will be on a fruit diet as much as I can for the next few hrs, days.
MY ENHANCEMENT and touch up to make it a self portrait
Saw a post by G and was motivated to get back into shape, the staying at home and trying to complete the courses has made its own layers of fat on my person and that pic from her kind of hit me where it should.
Went over to wal mart and got a bunch of fruits and will be on a fruit diet as much as I can for the next few hrs, days.
MY ENHANCEMENT and touch up to make it a self portrait
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Oct 25 2011 high from testosterone release
Tuesday, Oct 25 2011
yesterday was one of the great days, meditation at the Buddhist temple and listening to a new kind of or should I say way of thinking and meditating. taking negativity in and then imagining that your heart, like a washing machine cleans it up and converts it into positive and sending it back to the person or things.
After that to the Van
High on testosterone after my self-imposed staying away from any social interaction for 2 weeks.
Went out for salsa and man, women can smell it and tend to attack you in droves. at one time there were 3 gals asking me to dance and it was kind of heart breaking to say i will get u on the next one. The bad part, I was out of gas and out of shape and out of stamina. that means next priority is to get back to running and getting back into shape.
Lifes Purpose : Spreading Goodness Around
Lifes Focus : Improving Self and making life easier for self and others around.
These words seem to make me happy, because these were the words that came to me, when I was wondering whats my life, what am I doing, what do I intent to do, what is the meaning of all these.... for now my lifes purpose is to "spread goodness".
It was also great getting all the certificates from sk soft for the pdu (professional development units) credits with the project management institute logo.
got 24,, 5 more to be received. on a average of 2 to 1.5 pdus per course.
One of the good things with this company is that I seem to be getting lots of free professional training and resulting certificates. Something I was never able to before. The one time I got for SAP had ended up spending upwards of 20,000 USD for the course and certification exams.
Got call from Raj in the evening saying that i am confirmed for the new job but waiting for the client to ok the statement of work. hopefully it all gets done by this friday and the account team can switch my project allocation, that way we get to beat the Deadline set up by the HR dept for my last day with the company.
yesterday was one of the great days, meditation at the Buddhist temple and listening to a new kind of or should I say way of thinking and meditating. taking negativity in and then imagining that your heart, like a washing machine cleans it up and converts it into positive and sending it back to the person or things.
After that to the Van
High on testosterone after my self-imposed staying away from any social interaction for 2 weeks.
Went out for salsa and man, women can smell it and tend to attack you in droves. at one time there were 3 gals asking me to dance and it was kind of heart breaking to say i will get u on the next one. The bad part, I was out of gas and out of shape and out of stamina. that means next priority is to get back to running and getting back into shape.
Lifes Purpose : Spreading Goodness Around
Lifes Focus : Improving Self and making life easier for self and others around.
These words seem to make me happy, because these were the words that came to me, when I was wondering whats my life, what am I doing, what do I intent to do, what is the meaning of all these.... for now my lifes purpose is to "spread goodness".
It was also great getting all the certificates from sk soft for the pdu (professional development units) credits with the project management institute logo.
got 24,, 5 more to be received. on a average of 2 to 1.5 pdus per course.
One of the good things with this company is that I seem to be getting lots of free professional training and resulting certificates. Something I was never able to before. The one time I got for SAP had ended up spending upwards of 20,000 USD for the course and certification exams.
Got call from Raj in the evening saying that i am confirmed for the new job but waiting for the client to ok the statement of work. hopefully it all gets done by this friday and the account team can switch my project allocation, that way we get to beat the Deadline set up by the HR dept for my last day with the company.
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