Friday, Sep 30 2011
Woke up still on a high from yesterdays. Had a few good dances and good connections. It was nice when asked to dance the bachata and was able to dance a very sensual dance. Was surprised when she came back and asked me again to dance 2 more times and then she kissing me in her excitment and happiness. Wow, that was the first time been so sweetly kissed by a stranger, whos name I am not able to remember.
It was also nice meeting a pretty greek girl. chri stin.
She kind of lives a bit far off. So did not feel like asking her her number, looked like she was disappointed, the way she seemed sad leaving. aawwww, what ever.
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Thrusday, Sep 29 2011
Had fasted overnight and had to go to give blood for checkup, as they missed out on my calcium check.
Then tried to go to a Optometrist, but was given a date for oct 6. bummer.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Sep 27 Tuesday, 2011 Great news
Tuesday, Sep 27 2011
Great news on my Triglecride levels. almost half of what it was a few years ago.
Calcium seems to be out of alignment, need to go check what it was.
Great news on my Triglecride levels. almost half of what it was a few years ago.
Calcium seems to be out of alignment, need to go check what it was.
Monday, September 26, 2011
Sep 26th Monday 2011
I am not glad that he called it off. because today, Sep 26th Monday, my whole body is aching and in pain.
got call from broker to sell of my stock as value dropped. good god again loosing all my saving. Hope the dumb lazy arses in Europe could get their act together. The stock market is crashing. Europeans are the laziest bums in the whole of the world, their only objective as shown by past history is to go to other countries and steal from them. Right now they seem to be partially run out of the stolen wealth from the colonies.
As expected, people with very low moral values.
Soon they will be overtaken by the Indians and Chinese people. I hope so.
Only saving grace is the smartness of the German people.
Sunday, Sep 25 2011
Got to the new house in the morning and got working on nailing the planks to the floor. good god, it is such a exhausting and tiring work. And some level of complication because we missed out on laying the final slots at the beginning. It was like trying to solve a gig-saw puzzle. What feeling after having solved the puzzle. I was motivated to go for the next room too.
But nara seemed to have been exhausted too, he was working on it for the past one week.
Sat Sep 24 2011
went back again to the house to clean up and remove the remaining stapled stuff of the ground, good god, huge living rooms and 5 bed rooms.
In the afternoon we watched a bit of video on how to do the flooring and then went to home depot and got a few rental equipment. Nailer guns, motor, motor saws, glasses
Then we got down to arranging the planks.
Friday, Sep 23 2011
Evening went to Nars new house, took 2 hrs in the rain.
worked a bit on cleaning up that place and moving the wooden planks into the house. Heavy stuff. just had to wait for the gap in the rain.
Thursday, Sep22 2011
Went to Phoenix vill for salsa, met a intersting lady who looked like Indian, but from brazil. And she was so happy to meet a indian guy. :)
I am not glad that he called it off. because today, Sep 26th Monday, my whole body is aching and in pain.
got call from broker to sell of my stock as value dropped. good god again loosing all my saving. Hope the dumb lazy arses in Europe could get their act together. The stock market is crashing. Europeans are the laziest bums in the whole of the world, their only objective as shown by past history is to go to other countries and steal from them. Right now they seem to be partially run out of the stolen wealth from the colonies.
As expected, people with very low moral values.
Soon they will be overtaken by the Indians and Chinese people. I hope so.
Only saving grace is the smartness of the German people.
Sunday, Sep 25 2011
Got to the new house in the morning and got working on nailing the planks to the floor. good god, it is such a exhausting and tiring work. And some level of complication because we missed out on laying the final slots at the beginning. It was like trying to solve a gig-saw puzzle. What feeling after having solved the puzzle. I was motivated to go for the next room too.
But nara seemed to have been exhausted too, he was working on it for the past one week.
Sat Sep 24 2011
went back again to the house to clean up and remove the remaining stapled stuff of the ground, good god, huge living rooms and 5 bed rooms.
In the afternoon we watched a bit of video on how to do the flooring and then went to home depot and got a few rental equipment. Nailer guns, motor, motor saws, glasses
Then we got down to arranging the planks.
Friday, Sep 23 2011
Evening went to Nars new house, took 2 hrs in the rain.
worked a bit on cleaning up that place and moving the wooden planks into the house. Heavy stuff. just had to wait for the gap in the rain.
Thursday, Sep22 2011
Went to Phoenix vill for salsa, met a intersting lady who looked like Indian, but from brazil. And she was so happy to meet a indian guy. :)
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Sep 21 2011 Wednesday
Wednesday, Sep 21 2011
woke up again after a struggle by 5:40am. kind of made it. was not successful in covering the subject matter yesterday, major failure to stay focused.
And today tempted to go out dancing and do the little bit of social interaction with other human beings. Right now I am living with out any direct contact with human beings, like in exile. Almost 2 months now living like this, and almost 1 week after my last dance with strangers.
woke up again after a struggle by 5:40am. kind of made it. was not successful in covering the subject matter yesterday, major failure to stay focused.
And today tempted to go out dancing and do the little bit of social interaction with other human beings. Right now I am living with out any direct contact with human beings, like in exile. Almost 2 months now living like this, and almost 1 week after my last dance with strangers.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Sep 20 2011, Tuesday
Tuesday, Sep 20 2011,
After a okay, mild weekend. Trying my best to get on with the plan of organizing my life and sticking to the schedule that I created. gut feel, about 50 to 60 % achieved.
Was able to wake up at 5am yesterday, got to the Docs appointment , went for the medical lab to give my blood for tests.
at the hospital, I got to meet the most beautiful and hottest nurse I have ever seen, Wow. The sweetness, the physical beauty, the curves at the right places, the narrow waist of someone who works out. ,,,,, I was just spell bound and trying my best to not look at her. Then noticed the ring on her finger. hehehehe... well not surprising, if a gal like that is still single, then there must be something wrong with her. Its kind of like the laws of nature thing. The best are always scooped up and guys been guys, know when they see a fine creation of nature. And they are all competing to get her. And if the one guy who she likes does not make the move of marrying her, there by, signaling to the other guys that she is out of bounds. (there are always heynas and foxes feeding of or trying to feed of others stuff).
Then latter after the doc, did a hernia check and prostrate check. She came back to give me a ECG. After sticking me with the stickers, she connected the wires and was not able to get a read,,,,, oooooo,,,, did my heart disappear? hehehe
Then the next nurse came in and even she had the same prob, Then she recommended that they shave me. ahhhhh. hehehe again lots of laughter hmmmmmm was enjoying the undivided attention. Then they both went out and another nurse came in. She kind of removed everything sticker they put on me and put new stickers and voila, got a reading. hmm maybe my heart must have gone bonkers with the beautiful nurse in the room.
Sunday was nice to hang out with the gang of older people, hiking, playing games and picnicking with them. Had a great conversation with Ros, Architect, born and raised in NJ/NY but parents from Philippines.
It was nice having a very good, logical conversation with her. After a very long time during the hike, coming across a lady who is logical and not dumb like many others who visited my life.
Someone who is well traveled over the world. Not shallow with what she is saying and meaning, someone who dances salsa and tango. Wow.
Woke up today at 5,,, struggled to get out of bed, as it was a bit cold with the winter setting in and it was so cozy sleeping under the warmth of my blanket. ahhh atlast was able to get out at 5:20am and went about the required stuff, got the stol sample bottled and ready for shippment for tests.
took a scanned image of the Dr's requsition.
Cooked rice around 9.
now struggling to get the PMP done,, need to completing atleast 3 subjects or more daily. took a test directly without doing the course and passed yesterday with 85%.
After a okay, mild weekend. Trying my best to get on with the plan of organizing my life and sticking to the schedule that I created. gut feel, about 50 to 60 % achieved.
Was able to wake up at 5am yesterday, got to the Docs appointment , went for the medical lab to give my blood for tests.
at the hospital, I got to meet the most beautiful and hottest nurse I have ever seen, Wow. The sweetness, the physical beauty, the curves at the right places, the narrow waist of someone who works out. ,,,,, I was just spell bound and trying my best to not look at her. Then noticed the ring on her finger. hehehehe... well not surprising, if a gal like that is still single, then there must be something wrong with her. Its kind of like the laws of nature thing. The best are always scooped up and guys been guys, know when they see a fine creation of nature. And they are all competing to get her. And if the one guy who she likes does not make the move of marrying her, there by, signaling to the other guys that she is out of bounds. (there are always heynas and foxes feeding of or trying to feed of others stuff).
Then latter after the doc, did a hernia check and prostrate check. She came back to give me a ECG. After sticking me with the stickers, she connected the wires and was not able to get a read,,,,, oooooo,,,, did my heart disappear? hehehe
Then the next nurse came in and even she had the same prob, Then she recommended that they shave me. ahhhhh. hehehe again lots of laughter hmmmmmm was enjoying the undivided attention. Then they both went out and another nurse came in. She kind of removed everything sticker they put on me and put new stickers and voila, got a reading. hmm maybe my heart must have gone bonkers with the beautiful nurse in the room.
Sunday was nice to hang out with the gang of older people, hiking, playing games and picnicking with them. Had a great conversation with Ros, Architect, born and raised in NJ/NY but parents from Philippines.
It was nice having a very good, logical conversation with her. After a very long time during the hike, coming across a lady who is logical and not dumb like many others who visited my life.
Someone who is well traveled over the world. Not shallow with what she is saying and meaning, someone who dances salsa and tango. Wow.
Woke up today at 5,,, struggled to get out of bed, as it was a bit cold with the winter setting in and it was so cozy sleeping under the warmth of my blanket. ahhh atlast was able to get out at 5:20am and went about the required stuff, got the stol sample bottled and ready for shippment for tests.
took a scanned image of the Dr's requsition.
Cooked rice around 9.
now struggling to get the PMP done,, need to completing atleast 3 subjects or more daily. took a test directly without doing the course and passed yesterday with 85%.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Sep 17 2011 Sat, reorganizing
Saturday, Sep 17 2011
Woke up with the intention of getting my life organized, throwing out the junk stuff. Called up home and talked with parents. Dad was not well and mom was getting concerned about his health. Even I have a uneasy feeling about him and his health.
I wanted to do so many things for them, but my own lack of discipline and focus is causing my problems to compound and not able to reach my wonderful state of abundance.
maybe go to the temple in the afternoon and gain some focus and faith.
Got call from Nar, great news of him having brought the 5 bed room house. Wow so good for him and his moms here too for the great auspicious occasion. So happy for him, got his Green card and now a house. He thoroughly deserves it and he worked really hard for it and went thru so many falls and never gave up.
Compared to him, I think I had it very easy. Or not compared to some situations I had to go thru. Guess my time will come too. Wish I could treat my parents to something wonderful. They so deserve it. Atleast wanted to take them to The Taj mahal and maybe to one foreign country, like singapore or middle east or to England or some country in Europe.
All these costs money and continuous income which means job. OR winning a multi-million dollar lottery or contest.
Woke up with the intention of getting my life organized, throwing out the junk stuff. Called up home and talked with parents. Dad was not well and mom was getting concerned about his health. Even I have a uneasy feeling about him and his health.
I wanted to do so many things for them, but my own lack of discipline and focus is causing my problems to compound and not able to reach my wonderful state of abundance.
maybe go to the temple in the afternoon and gain some focus and faith.
Got call from Nar, great news of him having brought the 5 bed room house. Wow so good for him and his moms here too for the great auspicious occasion. So happy for him, got his Green card and now a house. He thoroughly deserves it and he worked really hard for it and went thru so many falls and never gave up.
Compared to him, I think I had it very easy. Or not compared to some situations I had to go thru. Guess my time will come too. Wish I could treat my parents to something wonderful. They so deserve it. Atleast wanted to take them to The Taj mahal and maybe to one foreign country, like singapore or middle east or to England or some country in Europe.
All these costs money and continuous income which means job. OR winning a multi-million dollar lottery or contest.
Friday, September 16, 2011
Sep 16 2011, Friday, I LUV U.
Friday, Sep 16, 2011
Woke up early all upbeat and now I am having this strong urge to say I LOVE YOU to someone......
Filled with feelings of love and happiness, just want to share and shower someone with those overflowing feelings.
Like one of my friends said, you are a very loving person and have a lot of love to give. Much more than anyone can understand.
Heart is pounding and my smile is from ear to ear...
Around afternoon went to the doc, what I feared was laid to rest with the doc assuring that the possibility is less.
But he had me go for an X-ray and will let the doc know about it.
have to schedule an appointment with the next specialist doc that he recommended for that. who will only be open on monday.
Got home and got the call I dreaded from the company, that I have been given 5 weeks notice. thou I was expecting this, was feeling really shocked and thinking about what next. The job market looks so depressing and now living in a foreign country feels even worse. For I have to get out of here. Cannot move with all my stuff as it would cost me close to $6000 to move back to Canada.
worst case have to dump everything here, junk it and make the move.
What next is such a troubling thought.
Ahhh such a sick feeling of beaten down again.
With multitudes of questions racing around in my head and guts feeling as thou someone punched me.
Got to get out of this rut.. ahhhh
was sad to read besus mail on how her ex was out dating with in a couple of weeks and she wanted to know if this was how guys thought.. well as far as my exp goes even my ex did that and even more she did that and was doing that when she was acting as thou she was with me and still loved me and was already setting up another and with in a week of landing in india was all over him and when that guy backed down she jumped on another guy..... it was so sick knowing that side of her value less degenerative character. Guess it is now I understand the way selfish people behave. These can be men or women. Feel so sad for her.
ahhh got to get out of this feeling. want to go and watch a movie or something. As there is no hiking this weekend and don't feel like going for salsa either.
Maybe go to temple and pray. ahhhh so fucked up direction less life. A pawn of greater forces ruling and controlling the universe. As human we time and again tend to think that we are great when some of our aspiration are realized and then think that we are invisible. But the truth is that we got something not because we achieved it, but because the powers of the universe having its own master plan allowed us to think that we need something and allowed us to get it.
So what is the master plan that the universe has for me???
Woke up early all upbeat and now I am having this strong urge to say I LOVE YOU to someone......
Filled with feelings of love and happiness, just want to share and shower someone with those overflowing feelings.
Like one of my friends said, you are a very loving person and have a lot of love to give. Much more than anyone can understand.
Heart is pounding and my smile is from ear to ear...
Around afternoon went to the doc, what I feared was laid to rest with the doc assuring that the possibility is less.
But he had me go for an X-ray and will let the doc know about it.
have to schedule an appointment with the next specialist doc that he recommended for that. who will only be open on monday.
Got home and got the call I dreaded from the company, that I have been given 5 weeks notice. thou I was expecting this, was feeling really shocked and thinking about what next. The job market looks so depressing and now living in a foreign country feels even worse. For I have to get out of here. Cannot move with all my stuff as it would cost me close to $6000 to move back to Canada.
worst case have to dump everything here, junk it and make the move.
What next is such a troubling thought.
Ahhh such a sick feeling of beaten down again.
With multitudes of questions racing around in my head and guts feeling as thou someone punched me.
Got to get out of this rut.. ahhhh
was sad to read besus mail on how her ex was out dating with in a couple of weeks and she wanted to know if this was how guys thought.. well as far as my exp goes even my ex did that and even more she did that and was doing that when she was acting as thou she was with me and still loved me and was already setting up another and with in a week of landing in india was all over him and when that guy backed down she jumped on another guy..... it was so sick knowing that side of her value less degenerative character. Guess it is now I understand the way selfish people behave. These can be men or women. Feel so sad for her.
ahhh got to get out of this feeling. want to go and watch a movie or something. As there is no hiking this weekend and don't feel like going for salsa either.
Maybe go to temple and pray. ahhhh so fucked up direction less life. A pawn of greater forces ruling and controlling the universe. As human we time and again tend to think that we are great when some of our aspiration are realized and then think that we are invisible. But the truth is that we got something not because we achieved it, but because the powers of the universe having its own master plan allowed us to think that we need something and allowed us to get it.
So what is the master plan that the universe has for me???
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