Jan 04 2014 Freezing Cold days

Saturday Jan 04 2014

First post of 2014.

Woke up thinking about a couple of wise ideas of wisdom:

WE all have angry cruel instincts.
The difference between been good and bad is been able to control the destructive basic instincts.

.... in the end its the people and the information we have (or information we are fed) that gives us the Power to bring about the change.
Based on who is arguing what, things can be made to look good or bad.
In the end the greater good of good intentions needs to be acknowledged and people need to move on to work on been productive and effective in making life and living better for all living on the planet. :)

My Mantra for HAPPINESS 
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go 
Let It GO, Let it Go, Let it Go  
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go   

Breath deeply and Repeat as many times as you want and try to smile when you repeat.....


My summary of Relationship is that of broadly classifying people into , Controlling and Walk-over.

Reality of Attraction is between two groups of people broadly classified as :
 a) Controlling  b)Walk-over (Controlled).
The Controlling people are always looking for walk over people to have a relationship with  and the Walk overs are looking for Controlling people to have relationship with.
So far so good, made for each other.

The Controlling people hate other Controlling people and are always repulsed and turned off by their own kind in tune with the "Like Poles syndrome".

The Walk overs like the other Walk overs, find them to be nice people but do not find that magnetic attraction or as I always hear,  "No Chemistry" with the nice guy or nice gal. :) so go figure.

Many times the Controlling people are lucky to get a submissive walk-over people for life.... with the walk-over living a miserable life.

But when the Walk-overs mature, with age and bad experience of relationships with Controlling people, they will learn to look for other walk overs and that ends up in a Giving, Mutually Respectful and long term LOVE ing relationship :)

Dec 18 2013 Cross Roads

Wednesday Dec 18 2013

 few days ago, I completed 1 year at Ver as employee of cognizant.. 

Then was told that my contract was for 2 years and had got my id and other credentials re - newed.  

And as my life would have it :) was told today by ct director that they got a mail from Ver sub-contracting dept that I just have till the end of this month.. just 8 more working days... dammm life changes so suddenly.

I am still waiting for my H renewal to come thru... Hanging on based on pending approval petition with the US immigration.

Kind of at a very scary uncertain cross roads.

Dec 15 2013, Mid month

Sunday , Dec 15 2013

My Mantra for HAPPINESS 
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go 
Let It GO, Let it Go, Let it Go  
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go   


So it was a good night dancing. good music in Dc after a very long time, cause of the merengue they played. that was a long due.

was on a high after that and was not able to sleep. ending up waking up latter during the day.

got to see the titanic again on tv. hmmm touching love story. ahhh for the sincere, loyal love of a beautiful UN-selfish women.

No more entertaining selfish women :)

Dec 14 2013 My Mantra for HAPPINESS

Saturday Dec 14 2013

My Mantra for HAPPINESS 
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go 
Let It GO, Let it Go, Let it Go  
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go   

Repeat as many times as you want and try to smile when you repeat.....

Almost end of another year.
Just went by like nothing happened. And thank god for that. Was relatively peaceful, no drama from any kind of relationships (cause there were none). PEACE and HAPPINESS in the serenity of ones own life lived in shadows of ones own actions, accountability, on occasions helping others in need and helping them in their journey of change in their life.

Was glad to be able to pass on the good $700 plus couch to pam instead of ending up selling on craigs list or something. And been a bit instrumental in connection nar in his quest for a job in Vz. Was glad he got it . Would have been a cruel waste of talent not been utilized in this world and loss for the world.

Nice meeting new bunch of people. Was nice to have  carmen invite me to her house party and also raj to a lil get together at his house.

just the question now of visa extension pending....

sad that my quest for a Green card thru cog failed as they refused to apply cause of the docs from the previous company not been in a particular format.

At a cross roads now..... which direction to go, should I just switch to TN,, and have more freedom ????
Should I just continue with my H1 as it might get really tough to get one should they pass the immigration reform.

Dec 01, the month of love, romance and hope

Dec 01 2013 Sunday

hmmm ,, what a start.
Brought a TV after about 4 years. hmm about 3.5 years.. a 60" sleek LCD beauty for thanks giving for a deal.
The channels are so filled with Christmas movies, stories of love, stories of love.

Just about watching  stories of romance, of couples who met when they were kids, separated,, then they become grown adults, with just fleeting sweet heart felt memories of their meeting . And as adults and as stories go, they end up locking heads and egos with each other... and as stories go,, they end up falling back in love and then realizing that they are the ones that they were always wanting to be with.

ahhhhh only in my dreams does these things happen.
So far from the reality of real people, crazy people with they own freaky behavior, not so easy to put up.

Was mysteriously thinking , the last two nights about the past romance in my life.
A sincere, heart filling, crush or love.....
The sweet smiles, the twinkle from the love filled eyes, looking at me adorably. Like I was the only precious thing in the universe.

Nov 11 2013 what a Day at work and expecting snow tomorrow

Monday,, Nov 11 2013

What a start to the day,, putting up with arrogant idiots at work

ahhhh to put up with freaking arrogant punk arse respect and decency challenged people at work..... some retards just think that they are still living in the age of Feudalism, they are the lords and the rest are their slaves.. grrrrr

It was surprising to hear even sean say that he was subjected to this punk arse retards ego and arrogance. I thought that been the contractor there was making it easy for these people to think that they can push me around and get away with it.

 And a few weeks ago, the same punk arse who is new to the company, just about out of college, got on a conf call with the blown out arrogant attitude , snobby, looking down attitude.... 
on the call were people who were working for the company even before he was born.. 
No wonder they were all so pissed off and felt offended and lashed out with 7 defects/issues that day and the Blitz the next meeting.

Subsequent to that,, its been 2 months and we just have about 4 more issues reported for the whole 2 months....

Gawd,,, please help and please take these retards to their own kingdom of arrogant retards.

Oct 05 2013 The Power of Choice

Satruday, Oct 05 2013

THANKS TO series of past experiences, now I am able to sniff out the selfish and self centered from a mile away.

Able to make my life more peaceful by keeping away the toxic.

Ah the power of choice!.

These days, one look up and down, couple of minutes of observing the body language and out comes the aroma of the double talkers, people who think that they are more entitled to things by virtue of who ever they think that they are and expect others to be their slaves.

umff.. I would call them hand kerchief princess.
Like the ones who keep dropping their hand kerchiefs to sucker in good men to drop down to their knees and pick it up for them. All the while the princess is looking down her nose and going "hahaha,, another idiot bites the dust, men are so easy to manipulate"