Saturday, December 14, 2013

Dec 14 2013 My Mantra for HAPPINESS

Saturday Dec 14 2013

My Mantra for HAPPINESS 
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go 
Let It GO, Let it Go, Let it Go  
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go   

Repeat as many times as you want and try to smile when you repeat.....

Almost end of another year.
Just went by like nothing happened. And thank god for that. Was relatively peaceful, no drama from any kind of relationships (cause there were none). PEACE and HAPPINESS in the serenity of ones own life lived in shadows of ones own actions, accountability, on occasions helping others in need and helping them in their journey of change in their life.

Was glad to be able to pass on the good $700 plus couch to pam instead of ending up selling on craigs list or something. And been a bit instrumental in connection nar in his quest for a job in Vz. Was glad he got it . Would have been a cruel waste of talent not been utilized in this world and loss for the world.

Nice meeting new bunch of people. Was nice to have  carmen invite me to her house party and also raj to a lil get together at his house.

just the question now of visa extension pending....

sad that my quest for a Green card thru cog failed as they refused to apply cause of the docs from the previous company not been in a particular format.

At a cross roads now..... which direction to go, should I just switch to TN,, and have more freedom ????
Should I just continue with my H1 as it might get really tough to get one should they pass the immigration reform.

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Dec 01, the month of love, romance and hope

Dec 01 2013 Sunday

hmmm ,, what a start.
Brought a TV after about 4 years. hmm about 3.5 years.. a 60" sleek LCD beauty for thanks giving for a deal.
The channels are so filled with Christmas movies, stories of love, stories of love.

Just about watching  stories of romance, of couples who met when they were kids, separated,, then they become grown adults, with just fleeting sweet heart felt memories of their meeting . And as adults and as stories go, they end up locking heads and egos with each other... and as stories go,, they end up falling back in love and then realizing that they are the ones that they were always wanting to be with.

ahhhhh only in my dreams does these things happen.
So far from the reality of real people, crazy people with they own freaky behavior, not so easy to put up.

Was mysteriously thinking , the last two nights about the past romance in my life.
A sincere, heart filling, crush or love.....
The sweet smiles, the twinkle from the love filled eyes, looking at me adorably. Like I was the only precious thing in the universe.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Nov 11 2013 what a Day at work and expecting snow tomorrow

Monday,, Nov 11 2013

What a start to the day,, putting up with arrogant idiots at work

ahhhh to put up with freaking arrogant punk arse respect and decency challenged people at work..... some retards just think that they are still living in the age of Feudalism, they are the lords and the rest are their slaves.. grrrrr

It was surprising to hear even sean say that he was subjected to this punk arse retards ego and arrogance. I thought that been the contractor there was making it easy for these people to think that they can push me around and get away with it.

 And a few weeks ago, the same punk arse who is new to the company, just about out of college, got on a conf call with the blown out arrogant attitude , snobby, looking down attitude.... 
on the call were people who were working for the company even before he was born.. 
No wonder they were all so pissed off and felt offended and lashed out with 7 defects/issues that day and the Blitz the next meeting.

Subsequent to that,, its been 2 months and we just have about 4 more issues reported for the whole 2 months....

Gawd,,, please help and please take these retards to their own kingdom of arrogant retards.


Saturday, October 5, 2013

Oct 05 2013 The Power of Choice

Satruday, Oct 05 2013

THANKS TO series of past experiences, now I am able to sniff out the selfish and self centered from a mile away.

Able to make my life more peaceful by keeping away the toxic.

Ah the power of choice!.

These days, one look up and down, couple of minutes of observing the body language and out comes the aroma of the double talkers, people who think that they are more entitled to things by virtue of who ever they think that they are and expect others to be their slaves.

umff.. I would call them hand kerchief princess.
Like the ones who keep dropping their hand kerchiefs to sucker in good men to drop down to their knees and pick it up for them. All the while the princess is looking down her nose and going "hahaha,, another idiot bites the dust, men are so easy to manipulate"


Saturday, September 28, 2013

Sep 28 Good run after a good nights Sleep

Saturday Sep 28 2013

Went out for a good 5 mile run.
Had gone to sleep on a friday night early. No night out partying. :)
Felt good waking up and went out for a run.

In between had a much better conversation with dad.

moms back to playing politics as usual.
Well some human characteristics can never be changed.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Sep 22 Religion not to Blame

Sunday, Sep 22 2013

http://en.shiapost.com/2013/08/31/uns-navi-pillay-worries-about-jihad-al-nikah/

Many people tend to blame religion for this and label the whole religion with negativity.

I don't think the religion is to be blamed for that, its just that people with vested interests, always twist facts  and manipulate other people into believing and doing atrocious acts.

For that matter of fact, the WMD (weapons of Mass destruction) story was used by all the so said League of  Developed countries to gang up and send their innocent soldiers to invade IRAQ, and look what it has resulted in. :: http://www.iraqbodycount.org/

Its so easy to point fingers at other religions and label them all. The for that matter of fact, then going by popular labels,,,, we would have:
 brown men do not respect women,
black men are cannibals,
 Hispanics are drug peddlers,
white people are Pedophiles,  ....

But we all know that the actions of a few 'bad apples' do not reflect the true image of the society they have been linked to.

And now the latest,,, so said Syrian (conveniently Labeled ""Rebels"" by the Western Media / PEOPLE in this case and not named as Terrorists), seemed to be the ones to be getting sympathies. Had it not been for this article, no one would have known how sick minded and twisted these (their leaders) are.

And now I feel more sympathetic towards Assad and what he is fighting against. Also explains why the other Conservative countries in the middle east are against Assad regime.....

Friday, September 20, 2013

Sep 20 Opportunity to Change

Friday, Sep 20 2013

Over heard at Toastmasters : When you get the opportunity to give a speech, you have an opportunity to change someones life.

My Take : When you have an opportunity to Express ( Facebook, art, speech, poetry, blogging, writing, singing, dancing,,,,) you have an Opportunity To Change someones LIFE.