Wednesday, Apr 03 2013
Been having a nagging feeling the past few days, something is off.
Getting all kinds of bad vibrations. Not feeling motivated to cook, clean, work out. Its like something is there bothering me, but revealing itself.
But today, after digging a bit, got to know that I am been given a low-blow by the company, not paying me what they should. It feels sick, that market conditions are so bad that I am now afraid to take the risk. And also that I am kind of not upto the job market skills that seems to change every other day.
Living me with no bargaining chip.
One thing for sure, this is all market dynamics and my own ability or lack there of to over come the hurdles.
But how?
the million dollar question.
Trying to prepare for my 1st speech... not as easy as I thought that it would be, even writing it up in sequence of presentation has been a task, that turned out to be harder than anticipated.
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Feb 21 2013, Connections
Tuesday, Feb 21 2013
Its very intriguing, the connection : it could be a look, a touch, a dance, a word, a story, thinking, circumstances...
Living us thinking about the person, some forgotten with time, remembered ocassionaly, some never forgotten.
All kinds of connections varying in intensity.
My first dance connection, in wash, was thinkng about her and was wondering if i would ever meet her again. Decided to go there on a wed, yesterday. and ended up meeting her and dancing bachata. Was interesting to know more about her profesion and where she came from.... turns out to be a Beauty of Italian orgin. hmm so obvious to who I am automatically attracted to., unspoken, just the connection of a memorable first dance.
Its very intriguing, the connection : it could be a look, a touch, a dance, a word, a story, thinking, circumstances...
Living us thinking about the person, some forgotten with time, remembered ocassionaly, some never forgotten.
All kinds of connections varying in intensity.
My first dance connection, in wash, was thinkng about her and was wondering if i would ever meet her again. Decided to go there on a wed, yesterday. and ended up meeting her and dancing bachata. Was interesting to know more about her profesion and where she came from.... turns out to be a Beauty of Italian orgin. hmm so obvious to who I am automatically attracted to., unspoken, just the connection of a memorable first dance.
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Jan 17 2012,,,, fasting by circumstances
Thursday, Jan 17 2012
Ended up getting up late and rushing thru the morning chores reached work @ 8:20... just had coffee and tea with a few biscuits.
forgot lunch,, and at home around 7:45...
picked up ash ctshneighbour to the store for milk and gave print outs requested\
supposed to have snow storm today, but luckily nothing happened :)
Wendesday, Jan 16 2012
woke up early to get to to work by 7:30 got in by 8.. thinking that I had a meeting which turned out to be at 8:30..
towards evening 5:45 went to the apt leasing office to follow up on the issues,,
the maint person phil came by around 7pm and we tried to work on the release of water,, but did not seem to work at curbing the hammering noise in the bedroom celling.
so around 8 hit the road for bachata free after 9.
got back home around 1.
Tuesday, Jan 15 2012
Monday Jan 14 2012
Ended up getting up late and rushing thru the morning chores reached work @ 8:20... just had coffee and tea with a few biscuits.
forgot lunch,, and at home around 7:45...
picked up ash ctshneighbour to the store for milk and gave print outs requested\
supposed to have snow storm today, but luckily nothing happened :)
Wendesday, Jan 16 2012
woke up early to get to to work by 7:30 got in by 8.. thinking that I had a meeting which turned out to be at 8:30..
towards evening 5:45 went to the apt leasing office to follow up on the issues,,
the maint person phil came by around 7pm and we tried to work on the release of water,, but did not seem to work at curbing the hammering noise in the bedroom celling.
so around 8 hit the road for bachata free after 9.
got back home around 1.
Tuesday, Jan 15 2012
Monday Jan 14 2012
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Jan 13 2012 lazy sunday
Sunday Jan 13 2012
Been lazy to get up and with the gloomy weather outside, had little motivation to get out.
Anyways got heating the frozen pizza that I had heated up yesterday and had it with the ginger tea I made yesterday.
now to try to work on the dough I prepared last week to make some chapatis.
Been lazy to get up and with the gloomy weather outside, had little motivation to get out.
Anyways got heating the frozen pizza that I had heated up yesterday and had it with the ginger tea I made yesterday.
now to try to work on the dough I prepared last week to make some chapatis.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Jan 12 2012,
Saturday Jan 12 2012
Still on a high from yesterday nights dancing and connecting on the very first dance.
Was again thinking about the theories of breeding , reproducing, multiplying that is the basis of all the living organisms survival. Or what they do and have to do and learn to do and learn to adapt....
Friday, Jan 11 2012
went out and got the pass and tickets to the salsa event.
Amazing 1st dance and connection.
After that it felt like the gal fell in love with me. I kind of felt a something too, but was afraid of opening up and getting hurt .
was difficult to top off that connection and dance after the first one.
Still on a high from yesterday nights dancing and connecting on the very first dance.
Was again thinking about the theories of breeding , reproducing, multiplying that is the basis of all the living organisms survival. Or what they do and have to do and learn to do and learn to adapt....
Friday, Jan 11 2012
went out and got the pass and tickets to the salsa event.
Amazing 1st dance and connection.
After that it felt like the gal fell in love with me. I kind of felt a something too, but was afraid of opening up and getting hurt .
was difficult to top off that connection and dance after the first one.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Jan 10, to go or not to
Thursday, Jan 10 2012
around 10 had phil come in to check the noise in the bed room of the apt.
narrowed it down to the piping from the water heater.. pvc pipe expanding and contraction causing the hammering noise..
now to figure out do I go to the singles meeting or not in the evening.
around 10 had phil come in to check the noise in the bed room of the apt.
narrowed it down to the piping from the water heater.. pvc pipe expanding and contraction causing the hammering noise..
now to figure out do I go to the singles meeting or not in the evening.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Jan 09 2012 Toastmasters
Tuesday, Jan 09 2012
trying to figure out about the sound happening at night in the bed room.
got back home for lunch had the remaining biriyani.
out of work around 5:25 and got to the leasing office to follow up on the complaint. was able to meet the maintanence guy and show him the recording of the sound.
now to the lions den of toastmasters.
trying to figure out about the sound happening at night in the bed room.
got back home for lunch had the remaining biriyani.
out of work around 5:25 and got to the leasing office to follow up on the complaint. was able to meet the maintanence guy and show him the recording of the sound.
now to the lions den of toastmasters.
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