Wednesday, Dec 26 2012
Not able to sleep, its just past 12 mid night.
Thinking of the snow, the Business rules and connections that I have to go thru to connect and understand. Damm discouraging. wish it was more structured and easier.
woke up around 6 out of bed around 7 and at work by 8..
went to the cable office to see if I could get the streaming bundle. but turns out I have to buy a TV to get the box and stuff.
had lunch @ home and then back to work.
Got out around 8:20..
on Facebook and saw that a gal I liked and had a brief connection with just before my move to US from van, got engaged.
I am really, really happy for her. She is such a sweet person.
The thing that got me thinking is thats another Good luck Chuck moment.
Thats like another persons best dreams coming true.
Cheers to Good luck Chuck in me ,,,,,,
oooorrrr....
Cheers to Good Luck Vin.
Vin Vino.
I just have to fall in love with a person or like them and their best dreams or desires come true,
Also was reminded of the lady in dallas salsa, who seems to have suddenly become a celibrity on Dallas latin Radio,,, seems to have become a talk hostess.
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Dec 25 2012, Christmas.
Tuesday, Dec 25 2012
Woke up , with no desire to get out of bed. saw the sun rays seeping into my bedroom. Was only able to make it out of be around 11pm with multitude of thoughts swirling around planning the rest of the day, yep cook for one.
Then was getting all the preparations ready to make chapattis, when the call came from rj kan. regarding his move to Canada and wanting information about the initiation of the move, the things to do, look for, the counsel and stuff. Like everyone who is on the verge of a new move, was confused and seemed to need info and some to keep focused.
His heavy heart that the guys he tried to contact reg the move, were not so helpfull and cooperative as he wanted or expected. He thought that every one would be like me unselfish, jumping at the opportunity to help and make his life comfortable. He is saddened that they are not returning his call even after a few calls. welll the take away I told his, that we learn from their behavior what we should not do to others. Atleast thats what I try my best to learn.
one of the beauties of living life is living itself.....
yea just wish that there were more ups and plateaus than the hard hitting lows.
Christmas night, and its been a great day of sunlight here. But come 3am, its going to start snowing... going to have a hard time getting to work.
Woke up , with no desire to get out of bed. saw the sun rays seeping into my bedroom. Was only able to make it out of be around 11pm with multitude of thoughts swirling around planning the rest of the day, yep cook for one.
Then was getting all the preparations ready to make chapattis, when the call came from rj kan. regarding his move to Canada and wanting information about the initiation of the move, the things to do, look for, the counsel and stuff. Like everyone who is on the verge of a new move, was confused and seemed to need info and some to keep focused.
His heavy heart that the guys he tried to contact reg the move, were not so helpfull and cooperative as he wanted or expected. He thought that every one would be like me unselfish, jumping at the opportunity to help and make his life comfortable. He is saddened that they are not returning his call even after a few calls. welll the take away I told his, that we learn from their behavior what we should not do to others. Atleast thats what I try my best to learn.
one of the beauties of living life is living itself.....
yea just wish that there were more ups and plateaus than the hard hitting lows.
Christmas night, and its been a great day of sunlight here. But come 3am, its going to start snowing... going to have a hard time getting to work.
Monday, December 24, 2012
Dec 24, Christmas eve after End of world / after life
Monday, Dec 24
trying to motivate myself from yesterdays feelings of low enthusiasm and low feelings.
Got get to get to work and start working on assimilating the knowledge to be able to do justice to the job I have undertaken...
Afternoon got out of work and drove home for lunch,,,, damm snowing has started..... hmm what a magical happening for some,, snowy christmas..
well not a big fan of the snow and driving in the snow.
Invited to tishs house, went there around 7 was there for south indian food and a couple of games of cards. Then returned back with a full stomach around 10pm.
that was Christmas eve for me, domesticated christmas eve.
trying to motivate myself from yesterdays feelings of low enthusiasm and low feelings.
Got get to get to work and start working on assimilating the knowledge to be able to do justice to the job I have undertaken...
Afternoon got out of work and drove home for lunch,,,, damm snowing has started..... hmm what a magical happening for some,, snowy christmas..
well not a big fan of the snow and driving in the snow.
Invited to tishs house, went there around 7 was there for south indian food and a couple of games of cards. Then returned back with a full stomach around 10pm.
that was Christmas eve for me, domesticated christmas eve.
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Dec 23 2012, Slow sunday.
Sunday, Dec 23 2012
slow waking up, arranging things around the house to liven it up.. Feels good looking out in two different directions thru the 3 doors in 3 different directions.
CAlled up home again,, and again ending up in arguments ,,,,, frustrated with their false sense of priorities and sense of privileges...
A privilage sense of thinking that they own me.
Well my argument is that no parent own their kids, its the responsibility of the Parents to take care of the kids,,,,, and its the law in most of the countries and a matter of behavior among most of all living creatures that reproduce.
And among humans the children MAY take care of their parents in latter time. a huge may, again not a true responsibility. Just a sense of enforced responsibility cooked up by selfish parents, who just want to get away with a free ride by making their children feel guilty.
Felt a bit better taking with Ath and Ang,, trying to motivate them to live life and not get too serious with college life.
slow waking up, arranging things around the house to liven it up.. Feels good looking out in two different directions thru the 3 doors in 3 different directions.
CAlled up home again,, and again ending up in arguments ,,,,, frustrated with their false sense of priorities and sense of privileges...
A privilage sense of thinking that they own me.
Well my argument is that no parent own their kids, its the responsibility of the Parents to take care of the kids,,,,, and its the law in most of the countries and a matter of behavior among most of all living creatures that reproduce.
And among humans the children MAY take care of their parents in latter time. a huge may, again not a true responsibility. Just a sense of enforced responsibility cooked up by selfish parents, who just want to get away with a free ride by making their children feel guilty.
Felt a bit better taking with Ath and Ang,, trying to motivate them to live life and not get too serious with college life.
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Dec 22....yea After life
Saturday,, Dec 22 2012..
12 22 2012
Is this after life,,, damm feels and looks the same.
Well @ salsa yesterday night ,, hit peaks and lows..
lows of getting too many rude "nos" at a salsa place.... damm sick bitches. There were like double number of guys to gals there..... guess thats where one gets to see the true nature of women.... most of them too self centered and then when the ratio changes,, they are always complaining about men not asking them to dance..
The crowning point was when the hottest gal (scarl)crossed across a sea of guys and comes over to ask me to dance.. first she points to me from in between two guys standing in front of,, I turn around to see if she ment some else behind me... she was like no "YOU",, for a moment I go googly eyed,, meee..
Wow,,, I was too nervous, but had a fun dance with her,,,,
Then latter on a cumbia, I went around the room asking a few gals,, got 3 NOs in a row,, tried to stay positive by saying, their loss,, went and asked a cute looking african american gal sitting with her friends in the vip section... dang it was nice to even get to dance the last 45 secs or so of the cumbia.
The crowing point was that latter the hottest gal (scarl) came and asked me to dance two more times.. woooo.. i could see the other gals giving her the dagger looks.. she did not care and she just danced.. kind of felt nice because of her,,, she drove about an hr from the neighboring state to be here. wow..
What a night, of ups and downs.
If only she knew how easily she could have got me to fall in love with her,,,,, I would have fallen for her just because she asked me after the series of NO's.. hmhmm,, well life sure is confusing with all kinds of curve balls thrown at you.
Friday, Dec 21 2012..... or 12 21 2012 Supposed to be the end of Mayan Calender or end of world..
At work around 7:45am,, out by 6:45pm
Decided to get Hyderabadi Dum ka biriyani during lunch...
rjn called up regarding info to of moving to canada. told him the details and then sent him the mails for relocation.
Evening decided to go to the salsa room.. wow a club called salsa room.. totally dedicated to salsa. nice..
12 22 2012
Is this after life,,, damm feels and looks the same.
Well @ salsa yesterday night ,, hit peaks and lows..
lows of getting too many rude "nos" at a salsa place.... damm sick bitches. There were like double number of guys to gals there..... guess thats where one gets to see the true nature of women.... most of them too self centered and then when the ratio changes,, they are always complaining about men not asking them to dance..
The crowning point was when the hottest gal (scarl)crossed across a sea of guys and comes over to ask me to dance.. first she points to me from in between two guys standing in front of,, I turn around to see if she ment some else behind me... she was like no "YOU",, for a moment I go googly eyed,, meee..
Wow,,, I was too nervous, but had a fun dance with her,,,,
Then latter on a cumbia, I went around the room asking a few gals,, got 3 NOs in a row,, tried to stay positive by saying, their loss,, went and asked a cute looking african american gal sitting with her friends in the vip section... dang it was nice to even get to dance the last 45 secs or so of the cumbia.
The crowing point was that latter the hottest gal (scarl) came and asked me to dance two more times.. woooo.. i could see the other gals giving her the dagger looks.. she did not care and she just danced.. kind of felt nice because of her,,, she drove about an hr from the neighboring state to be here. wow..
What a night, of ups and downs.
If only she knew how easily she could have got me to fall in love with her,,,,, I would have fallen for her just because she asked me after the series of NO's.. hmhmm,, well life sure is confusing with all kinds of curve balls thrown at you.
Friday, Dec 21 2012..... or 12 21 2012 Supposed to be the end of Mayan Calender or end of world..
At work around 7:45am,, out by 6:45pm
Decided to get Hyderabadi Dum ka biriyani during lunch...
rjn called up regarding info to of moving to canada. told him the details and then sent him the mails for relocation.
Evening decided to go to the salsa room.. wow a club called salsa room.. totally dedicated to salsa. nice..
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Dec 20 2012 about 24hrs more for the End Of World EOW
Thursday Dec 20 2012
Just past mid-night,,,
feeling sick with all the doors around my life closing.... so 24hrs more EOw.... sick.
Just past mid-night,,,
feeling sick with all the doors around my life closing.... so 24hrs more EOw.... sick.
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Dec 19 2012... Day of focused studying
Wednesday, Dec 19
attempted to get to work by 7 ,, was able to make it there only by 7:45am.. decided to stay focused on learning than attending any meetings and looking at the mails... seems to be a waste of energy and time.
got to stay focused.
got out by 7pm..
got back home and from 8 to 12 worked on documentation for about 4 hrs ,,,, then got to know
"Your access has expired,check the date of expiration - > expire on Saturday, November 17, 2012 11:59:59 PM PST. ."
... such is life.....
ahhhh when is the world coming to an End... hope its pretty soon.... :(((
I am getting too old for all this fire fighting and trying to work my arse off , time and again to only have the rug pulled out from under me.
ahh now I really feel choked and feel like crying about everything happening in my life.
attempted to get to work by 7 ,, was able to make it there only by 7:45am.. decided to stay focused on learning than attending any meetings and looking at the mails... seems to be a waste of energy and time.
got to stay focused.
got out by 7pm..
got back home and from 8 to 12 worked on documentation for about 4 hrs ,,,, then got to know
"Your access has expired,check the date of expiration - > expire on Saturday, November 17, 2012 11:59:59 PM PST. ."
... such is life.....
ahhhh when is the world coming to an End... hope its pretty soon.... :(((
I am getting too old for all this fire fighting and trying to work my arse off , time and again to only have the rug pulled out from under me.
ahh now I really feel choked and feel like crying about everything happening in my life.
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