Sunday, Dec 23 2012
slow waking up, arranging things around the house to liven it up.. Feels good looking out in two different directions thru the 3 doors in 3 different directions.
CAlled up home again,, and again ending up in arguments ,,,,, frustrated with their false sense of priorities and sense of privileges...
A privilage sense of thinking that they own me.
Well my argument is that no parent own their kids, its the responsibility of the Parents to take care of the kids,,,,, and its the law in most of the countries and a matter of behavior among most of all living creatures that reproduce.
And among humans the children MAY take care of their parents in latter time. a huge may, again not a true responsibility. Just a sense of enforced responsibility cooked up by selfish parents, who just want to get away with a free ride by making their children feel guilty.
Felt a bit better taking with Ath and Ang,, trying to motivate them to live life and not get too serious with college life.
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Dec 22....yea After life
Saturday,, Dec 22 2012..
12 22 2012
Is this after life,,, damm feels and looks the same.
Well @ salsa yesterday night ,, hit peaks and lows..
lows of getting too many rude "nos" at a salsa place.... damm sick bitches. There were like double number of guys to gals there..... guess thats where one gets to see the true nature of women.... most of them too self centered and then when the ratio changes,, they are always complaining about men not asking them to dance..
The crowning point was when the hottest gal (scarl)crossed across a sea of guys and comes over to ask me to dance.. first she points to me from in between two guys standing in front of,, I turn around to see if she ment some else behind me... she was like no "YOU",, for a moment I go googly eyed,, meee..
Wow,,, I was too nervous, but had a fun dance with her,,,,
Then latter on a cumbia, I went around the room asking a few gals,, got 3 NOs in a row,, tried to stay positive by saying, their loss,, went and asked a cute looking african american gal sitting with her friends in the vip section... dang it was nice to even get to dance the last 45 secs or so of the cumbia.
The crowing point was that latter the hottest gal (scarl) came and asked me to dance two more times.. woooo.. i could see the other gals giving her the dagger looks.. she did not care and she just danced.. kind of felt nice because of her,,, she drove about an hr from the neighboring state to be here. wow..
What a night, of ups and downs.
If only she knew how easily she could have got me to fall in love with her,,,,, I would have fallen for her just because she asked me after the series of NO's.. hmhmm,, well life sure is confusing with all kinds of curve balls thrown at you.
Friday, Dec 21 2012..... or 12 21 2012 Supposed to be the end of Mayan Calender or end of world..
At work around 7:45am,, out by 6:45pm
Decided to get Hyderabadi Dum ka biriyani during lunch...
rjn called up regarding info to of moving to canada. told him the details and then sent him the mails for relocation.
Evening decided to go to the salsa room.. wow a club called salsa room.. totally dedicated to salsa. nice..
12 22 2012
Is this after life,,, damm feels and looks the same.
Well @ salsa yesterday night ,, hit peaks and lows..
lows of getting too many rude "nos" at a salsa place.... damm sick bitches. There were like double number of guys to gals there..... guess thats where one gets to see the true nature of women.... most of them too self centered and then when the ratio changes,, they are always complaining about men not asking them to dance..
The crowning point was when the hottest gal (scarl)crossed across a sea of guys and comes over to ask me to dance.. first she points to me from in between two guys standing in front of,, I turn around to see if she ment some else behind me... she was like no "YOU",, for a moment I go googly eyed,, meee..
Wow,,, I was too nervous, but had a fun dance with her,,,,
Then latter on a cumbia, I went around the room asking a few gals,, got 3 NOs in a row,, tried to stay positive by saying, their loss,, went and asked a cute looking african american gal sitting with her friends in the vip section... dang it was nice to even get to dance the last 45 secs or so of the cumbia.
The crowing point was that latter the hottest gal (scarl) came and asked me to dance two more times.. woooo.. i could see the other gals giving her the dagger looks.. she did not care and she just danced.. kind of felt nice because of her,,, she drove about an hr from the neighboring state to be here. wow..
What a night, of ups and downs.
If only she knew how easily she could have got me to fall in love with her,,,,, I would have fallen for her just because she asked me after the series of NO's.. hmhmm,, well life sure is confusing with all kinds of curve balls thrown at you.
Friday, Dec 21 2012..... or 12 21 2012 Supposed to be the end of Mayan Calender or end of world..
At work around 7:45am,, out by 6:45pm
Decided to get Hyderabadi Dum ka biriyani during lunch...
rjn called up regarding info to of moving to canada. told him the details and then sent him the mails for relocation.
Evening decided to go to the salsa room.. wow a club called salsa room.. totally dedicated to salsa. nice..
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Dec 20 2012 about 24hrs more for the End Of World EOW
Thursday Dec 20 2012
Just past mid-night,,,
feeling sick with all the doors around my life closing.... so 24hrs more EOw.... sick.
Just past mid-night,,,
feeling sick with all the doors around my life closing.... so 24hrs more EOw.... sick.
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Dec 19 2012... Day of focused studying
Wednesday, Dec 19
attempted to get to work by 7 ,, was able to make it there only by 7:45am.. decided to stay focused on learning than attending any meetings and looking at the mails... seems to be a waste of energy and time.
got to stay focused.
got out by 7pm..
got back home and from 8 to 12 worked on documentation for about 4 hrs ,,,, then got to know
"Your access has expired,check the date of expiration - > expire on Saturday, November 17, 2012 11:59:59 PM PST. ."
... such is life.....
ahhhh when is the world coming to an End... hope its pretty soon.... :(((
I am getting too old for all this fire fighting and trying to work my arse off , time and again to only have the rug pulled out from under me.
ahh now I really feel choked and feel like crying about everything happening in my life.
attempted to get to work by 7 ,, was able to make it there only by 7:45am.. decided to stay focused on learning than attending any meetings and looking at the mails... seems to be a waste of energy and time.
got to stay focused.
got out by 7pm..
got back home and from 8 to 12 worked on documentation for about 4 hrs ,,,, then got to know
"Your access has expired,check the date of expiration - > expire on Saturday, November 17, 2012 11:59:59 PM PST. ."
... such is life.....
ahhhh when is the world coming to an End... hope its pretty soon.... :(((
I am getting too old for all this fire fighting and trying to work my arse off , time and again to only have the rug pulled out from under me.
ahh now I really feel choked and feel like crying about everything happening in my life.
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Dec 18, early to work
Tuesday, Dec 18
Got in early to work 7:45,,, late by 45 mins to my original plan. really frustrated for not been able to make much progress in understanding the nity-gritty of all this small components and their relationship.
Making me feel like a dumb arse and surely having ADD as I am not able to concentrate and focus and read and learn the stuff I should be.
got out around 7pm
ended up having thin crust pizza , my first bake in the gas oven, with a glass of the yummy spanish vino.
Was browsing the net and got to the first web page I created.. got to see the pics of my younger days.
http://www.reocities.com/siliconvalley/program/8411/
Got in early to work 7:45,,, late by 45 mins to my original plan. really frustrated for not been able to make much progress in understanding the nity-gritty of all this small components and their relationship.
Making me feel like a dumb arse and surely having ADD as I am not able to concentrate and focus and read and learn the stuff I should be.
got out around 7pm
ended up having thin crust pizza , my first bake in the gas oven, with a glass of the yummy spanish vino.
Was browsing the net and got to the first web page I created.. got to see the pics of my younger days.
http://www.reocities.com/siliconvalley/program/8411/
Monday, December 17, 2012
Dec 17, End of world in 4 to 5 days
Monday Dec 17
Was wondering whats high on the list of things to do for people when they are told its the end of the world in Dec 21 2012..
what would be the things that many have up on their list..
Most men would sure have lots of sex with lots of women among the top things to do list. :)
One gal friend said she would like to cuddle into the end of the world,, ended up asking is that gal talk for lots of sex? Cause gals are not so forth coming about talking or revealing about their sexual intentions.
Was wondering whats high on the list of things to do for people when they are told its the end of the world in Dec 21 2012..
what would be the things that many have up on their list..
Most men would sure have lots of sex with lots of women among the top things to do list. :)
One gal friend said she would like to cuddle into the end of the world,, ended up asking is that gal talk for lots of sex? Cause gals are not so forth coming about talking or revealing about their sexual intentions.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Dec 16 2012, Love
Sunday, Dec 16 2012
Music has been and is the one MAJOR influence in inspiring and building up feelings of LOVE.
Parents should focus on presenting KIDs with Musical related gifts than those CRAZY video games that seems to build up that part of the brain, related to destruction, killing and all kinds of progressive levels of violence !!!!!
Parents, its a Choice and Responsibility that you folks have,
Inspiring thoughts during early morning cooking of my second week of veggie curries. :)
well there were lots, but this was the only one I could remember as an idea and come up with words.. the initial words, which I vaugely remember seemed much more precise and inspiring.
11:30,, debating on hitting Costco for my weekly picnic and need to explore the malu grocerry that I had seen online....
ahh why has the sun got to set around 4:30pm...
Got a Israeli Vino and a Spanish Vino...
Opened up the Spanish one,,, woooo it was smooth and charmingly fantastic,O... cheers to the mild tipsy and romantic feeling.
Music has been and is the one MAJOR influence in inspiring and building up feelings of LOVE.
Parents should focus on presenting KIDs with Musical related gifts than those CRAZY video games that seems to build up that part of the brain, related to destruction, killing and all kinds of progressive levels of violence !!!!!
Parents, its a Choice and Responsibility that you folks have,
Inspiring thoughts during early morning cooking of my second week of veggie curries. :)
well there were lots, but this was the only one I could remember as an idea and come up with words.. the initial words, which I vaugely remember seemed much more precise and inspiring.
11:30,, debating on hitting Costco for my weekly picnic and need to explore the malu grocerry that I had seen online....
ahh why has the sun got to set around 4:30pm...
Got a Israeli Vino and a Spanish Vino...
Opened up the Spanish one,,, woooo it was smooth and charmingly fantastic,O... cheers to the mild tipsy and romantic feeling.
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