Thursday Dec 20 2012
Just past mid-night,,,
feeling sick with all the doors around my life closing.... so 24hrs more EOw.... sick.
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Dec 19 2012... Day of focused studying
Wednesday, Dec 19
attempted to get to work by 7 ,, was able to make it there only by 7:45am.. decided to stay focused on learning than attending any meetings and looking at the mails... seems to be a waste of energy and time.
got to stay focused.
got out by 7pm..
got back home and from 8 to 12 worked on documentation for about 4 hrs ,,,, then got to know
"Your access has expired,check the date of expiration - > expire on Saturday, November 17, 2012 11:59:59 PM PST. ."
... such is life.....
ahhhh when is the world coming to an End... hope its pretty soon.... :(((
I am getting too old for all this fire fighting and trying to work my arse off , time and again to only have the rug pulled out from under me.
ahh now I really feel choked and feel like crying about everything happening in my life.
attempted to get to work by 7 ,, was able to make it there only by 7:45am.. decided to stay focused on learning than attending any meetings and looking at the mails... seems to be a waste of energy and time.
got to stay focused.
got out by 7pm..
got back home and from 8 to 12 worked on documentation for about 4 hrs ,,,, then got to know
"Your access has expired,check the date of expiration - > expire on Saturday, November 17, 2012 11:59:59 PM PST. ."
... such is life.....
ahhhh when is the world coming to an End... hope its pretty soon.... :(((
I am getting too old for all this fire fighting and trying to work my arse off , time and again to only have the rug pulled out from under me.
ahh now I really feel choked and feel like crying about everything happening in my life.
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Dec 18, early to work
Tuesday, Dec 18
Got in early to work 7:45,,, late by 45 mins to my original plan. really frustrated for not been able to make much progress in understanding the nity-gritty of all this small components and their relationship.
Making me feel like a dumb arse and surely having ADD as I am not able to concentrate and focus and read and learn the stuff I should be.
got out around 7pm
ended up having thin crust pizza , my first bake in the gas oven, with a glass of the yummy spanish vino.
Was browsing the net and got to the first web page I created.. got to see the pics of my younger days.
http://www.reocities.com/siliconvalley/program/8411/
Got in early to work 7:45,,, late by 45 mins to my original plan. really frustrated for not been able to make much progress in understanding the nity-gritty of all this small components and their relationship.
Making me feel like a dumb arse and surely having ADD as I am not able to concentrate and focus and read and learn the stuff I should be.
got out around 7pm
ended up having thin crust pizza , my first bake in the gas oven, with a glass of the yummy spanish vino.
Was browsing the net and got to the first web page I created.. got to see the pics of my younger days.
http://www.reocities.com/siliconvalley/program/8411/
Monday, December 17, 2012
Dec 17, End of world in 4 to 5 days
Monday Dec 17
Was wondering whats high on the list of things to do for people when they are told its the end of the world in Dec 21 2012..
what would be the things that many have up on their list..
Most men would sure have lots of sex with lots of women among the top things to do list. :)
One gal friend said she would like to cuddle into the end of the world,, ended up asking is that gal talk for lots of sex? Cause gals are not so forth coming about talking or revealing about their sexual intentions.
Was wondering whats high on the list of things to do for people when they are told its the end of the world in Dec 21 2012..
what would be the things that many have up on their list..
Most men would sure have lots of sex with lots of women among the top things to do list. :)
One gal friend said she would like to cuddle into the end of the world,, ended up asking is that gal talk for lots of sex? Cause gals are not so forth coming about talking or revealing about their sexual intentions.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Dec 16 2012, Love
Sunday, Dec 16 2012
Music has been and is the one MAJOR influence in inspiring and building up feelings of LOVE.
Parents should focus on presenting KIDs with Musical related gifts than those CRAZY video games that seems to build up that part of the brain, related to destruction, killing and all kinds of progressive levels of violence !!!!!
Parents, its a Choice and Responsibility that you folks have,
Inspiring thoughts during early morning cooking of my second week of veggie curries. :)
well there were lots, but this was the only one I could remember as an idea and come up with words.. the initial words, which I vaugely remember seemed much more precise and inspiring.
11:30,, debating on hitting Costco for my weekly picnic and need to explore the malu grocerry that I had seen online....
ahh why has the sun got to set around 4:30pm...
Got a Israeli Vino and a Spanish Vino...
Opened up the Spanish one,,, woooo it was smooth and charmingly fantastic,O... cheers to the mild tipsy and romantic feeling.
Music has been and is the one MAJOR influence in inspiring and building up feelings of LOVE.
Parents should focus on presenting KIDs with Musical related gifts than those CRAZY video games that seems to build up that part of the brain, related to destruction, killing and all kinds of progressive levels of violence !!!!!
Parents, its a Choice and Responsibility that you folks have,
Inspiring thoughts during early morning cooking of my second week of veggie curries. :)
well there were lots, but this was the only one I could remember as an idea and come up with words.. the initial words, which I vaugely remember seemed much more precise and inspiring.
11:30,, debating on hitting Costco for my weekly picnic and need to explore the malu grocerry that I had seen online....
ahh why has the sun got to set around 4:30pm...
Got a Israeli Vino and a Spanish Vino...
Opened up the Spanish one,,, woooo it was smooth and charmingly fantastic,O... cheers to the mild tipsy and romantic feeling.
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Dec 15 like waking in a dream
Saturday, Dec 15 2012
IT was great waking up after a very exciting and wonderful night of meeting some great people. hmmmm.
Got to go and apply for licence at new place.. now to find time to go and title and register the car..
Called up home during the drive to the department. tryiing to convince mom to avoid the soap operas on TV,,,, and like every addict, she refuses to acknowledge that its a problem.
Well its a major problem for a person who is living on just 25 percent and 30 percent of her heart muscles functioning.
Was nice to give my car, my lovely sweet heart a good Car wash with wax and the works. :)
IT was great waking up after a very exciting and wonderful night of meeting some great people. hmmmm.
Got to go and apply for licence at new place.. now to find time to go and title and register the car..
Called up home during the drive to the department. tryiing to convince mom to avoid the soap operas on TV,,,, and like every addict, she refuses to acknowledge that its a problem.
Well its a major problem for a person who is living on just 25 percent and 30 percent of her heart muscles functioning.
Was nice to give my car, my lovely sweet heart a good Car wash with wax and the works. :)
Friday, December 14, 2012
Dec 14, Friiiiii,,, to salsa or not to
Friday, Dec 14 2012
frustrating with not been able to been upto speed at work.....
almost 11 hrs every day this week.. and still feel as thou I have not been able to make any progress.
frustrating and confidence killing.
need to now figure out, should I go or not to go salsa and just go let loose.
frustrating with not been able to been upto speed at work.....
almost 11 hrs every day this week.. and still feel as thou I have not been able to make any progress.
frustrating and confidence killing.
need to now figure out, should I go or not to go salsa and just go let loose.
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