Friday, Jun 01 2012
was feeling sleepy after late night.
got out of work around 5:30. talked with anj regarding the possibility of reliving from this project and what if I get a good opportunity. out.
also got the mail about me been considered for the opening in netherlands.
was feeling on the fence to go off dancing in downtown,, and then the Tornado warning and heavy rains made sure by nature that I do not go out. :))) wish all decisions were this easy.
Saturday, June 2, 2012
May 31 2012, goat meat and salsa
Thursday May 31 2012
completed the enduring online course for eai and then decided to reward myself with salsa and get the goat meat. on the way met mans and took him along.
completed the enduring online course for eai and then decided to reward myself with salsa and get the goat meat. on the way met mans and took him along.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
May 29, new week, end of month
Tuesday, May 29 2012
start of a new week and almost end of may.
lets see how this day and week progress, do not feel motivated to get up and doing stuff to get ready.,, that must be laziness creeping in or the hang over from yesterdays dancing in the humid weather.
start of a new week and almost end of may.
lets see how this day and week progress, do not feel motivated to get up and doing stuff to get ready.,, that must be laziness creeping in or the hang over from yesterdays dancing in the humid weather.
May 28 memorial day
Monday, May 28 2012
again with grand plans for the studies,, and all went to naught.
ended up watching replay of indy 500 and then towards the evening drove to downtown for meditation. and then stayed back for salsa. which was kind of weird with 1 snobbish gal and 13 guys.
atleast towards 11 it got crowded. had a few dances and was kind of hurt not been able to get to han.
again with grand plans for the studies,, and all went to naught.
ended up watching replay of indy 500 and then towards the evening drove to downtown for meditation. and then stayed back for salsa. which was kind of weird with 1 snobbish gal and 13 guys.
atleast towards 11 it got crowded. had a few dances and was kind of hurt not been able to get to han.
Monday, May 28, 2012
May 27 2012 Hiking - Hadrosaurus
Sunday, MAy 27 2012
Went hiking in new jersey, just across the delware river from downtown philadelphia. site of the first find in 1858. 80 million year old bones, mostly intact.
It was a different kind of exp.
nice to see kati again, just not sure, whats going on in her mind.
Went hiking in new jersey, just across the delware river from downtown philadelphia. site of the first find in 1858. 80 million year old bones, mostly intact.
It was a different kind of exp.
nice to see kati again, just not sure, whats going on in her mind.
Saturday, May 26, 2012
May 26 2012, hiking
Saturday, may 26 2012
just about made it to the hike. was nice with about 30 people.
was nice chating with all the older people with their tons of wisdom and life experience.
afternoon got back home and had the goat biriyani. yummm.
evening walking around walmart shopping, was just about feeling lonely and kind of wishing that I has someone special in my life. so many pretty ladies around and so many lovely couples.
then was driving away with a heavy heart when I noticed the full blown orange sun setting. backed up into the parking again and sat there looking at the beauty of sun setting.
Just like many things in my life that ended , maybe for good, maybe missed opportunities, maybe bad decisions, maybe thats life and its destiny.
Tomorrow is a new day, just have to sleep thru the night.
With the weather kind of getting warmer and humidity higher, it was kind of sweaty in the apartment. had to turn on the cooler. :)
luxuries many people in the world cannot even think off.
need to get my focus back and concentrate on learning and improving.
so many options and directions, with no sure end result of victory or it been the right direction. Again, like lot of things in life, its just probablity.
like jeff said on the hike, there are very few women who are really wonderful to be married to. The rest only make your life miserable and then as guys who want to fell appreciated, many guys in bad relationships, where the women try to manipulate and control, the guys try to get their feel of self worth up by ending up cheating on them..... So me like many are not destined to be with some very special gal, who would love me. hahaha,, thinking back,
looks like if I fall for one, its usually a cheating bitch,
lying, insincere and manipulative.
So in the interest of my own happiness its best to just have physical relationships and not get emotionally attached.
just about made it to the hike. was nice with about 30 people.
was nice chating with all the older people with their tons of wisdom and life experience.
afternoon got back home and had the goat biriyani. yummm.
evening walking around walmart shopping, was just about feeling lonely and kind of wishing that I has someone special in my life. so many pretty ladies around and so many lovely couples.
then was driving away with a heavy heart when I noticed the full blown orange sun setting. backed up into the parking again and sat there looking at the beauty of sun setting.
Just like many things in my life that ended , maybe for good, maybe missed opportunities, maybe bad decisions, maybe thats life and its destiny.
Tomorrow is a new day, just have to sleep thru the night.
With the weather kind of getting warmer and humidity higher, it was kind of sweaty in the apartment. had to turn on the cooler. :)
luxuries many people in the world cannot even think off.
need to get my focus back and concentrate on learning and improving.
so many options and directions, with no sure end result of victory or it been the right direction. Again, like lot of things in life, its just probablity.
like jeff said on the hike, there are very few women who are really wonderful to be married to. The rest only make your life miserable and then as guys who want to fell appreciated, many guys in bad relationships, where the women try to manipulate and control, the guys try to get their feel of self worth up by ending up cheating on them..... So me like many are not destined to be with some very special gal, who would love me. hahaha,, thinking back,
looks like if I fall for one, its usually a cheating bitch,
lying, insincere and manipulative.
So in the interest of my own happiness its best to just have physical relationships and not get emotionally attached.
May 25 2012... sleep deprived
Friday, may 25 2012
Sleep deprived with only about 2 hrs sleep.
was good at the salsa yesterday, was flattered by the attention from russian beauty. olg
so sweet and beautiful and looking for my approval, with so many guys chasing her.
anyways,,, after a great night, was sleepy at work and then back home. missed calls from anl
Sleep deprived with only about 2 hrs sleep.
was good at the salsa yesterday, was flattered by the attention from russian beauty. olg
so sweet and beautiful and looking for my approval, with so many guys chasing her.
anyways,,, after a great night, was sleepy at work and then back home. missed calls from anl
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