Sunday, May 06 2012
got up around 7:40am and got on to the conf bridge for the proj by another group going live.
hmm nice start to a sunday morning working from home.. was intending to go for 3 hr intense meditation ,,, but guess need to attempt that at home.
then go shopping and stock up for the next few months.
The biriyani from Thursday lasted till sat.
called up home and got frustrated talking with dad as he refuses to wear the hearing aid and me ending up repeating the question more than 10 times each time... then like the old cunning guy he is, he tried talking me down and drowning my questions in his monologue,,, got overly frustrated and just hung up the call.
Was thinking about the conversation during yesterdays hikes. About women in general been always angry and bitchy. Atleast the experienced women had the good heart or honesty to admit it. hehehehe and laugh about it.
I was thinking about the women in my life and the people I got to meet. Most of the gals and even many guys who are from eastern european back ground, seem to be more angrier than the other cultures. Its like all they know is to complain about others, the government and everything else and how the others should be doing everything and that they should be just enjoying, drinking and partying and travelling around the world ..... while the rest of the world should be serving them and taking care of their royal wishes.
bunch of sickos.
Is it cause of the influence of communist thinking and mentality? Because I see the same behavior and crapy - bitchy attitude and talk from many people who are into communist ideology in Bengal and Kerala.
But the people from China seem to have a different attitude, all of them seem to want to work their arse off.
No mood to cook.
so got pizza and had it with a class of vodka. watched the amazing race on cbs and wow what a great way to travel around the world. competiting with your partner and solving problems, obstacles and winning a million dollars.
It was interesting to see the couple fight, every ones good and bad side seems to come out when under pressure and for the couples it was inevitablly public fighting and getting angry and what not.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
May 05 2012, Hiking
Saturday, May 05 2012
Got up early, debating to hike or not tooo,, but made it by driving 30 miles and was able to catch up with the group just as they got out and were about to turn a corner... parked and joined them running..
phew,, what a hike,,, got lost many times and then there was this sweet lil turtle behind the jewish temple. ahhh love their sweet innocent face with lines of wisdom all over it.
Got up early, debating to hike or not tooo,, but made it by driving 30 miles and was able to catch up with the group just as they got out and were about to turn a corner... parked and joined them running..
phew,, what a hike,,, got lost many times and then there was this sweet lil turtle behind the jewish temple. ahhh love their sweet innocent face with lines of wisdom all over it.
May 04 2012....Friday.
Friday, May 04 2012
Turned out to be a relaxed day at work. Anls last day at his work too.
tried calling up nar and trying to find out what to take as gift for his new baby gal. running out of ideas. got to go window shopping to see if i can fancy something.
sat out at home trying to catch up on sleep lost for 3 night out dancing.
vodka orange juice with internet youtube with russle peters and jeff dunham with peanut helped get my lungs and face get its exercise.
Turned out to be a relaxed day at work. Anls last day at his work too.
tried calling up nar and trying to find out what to take as gift for his new baby gal. running out of ideas. got to go window shopping to see if i can fancy something.
sat out at home trying to catch up on sleep lost for 3 night out dancing.
vodka orange juice with internet youtube with russle peters and jeff dunham with peanut helped get my lungs and face get its exercise.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Mar 03 2012, Salsa
Thursday, Mar 03 2012
Salsa date with sha.. she was kind of getting bored at the tango as her level was advanced. lets see how she behaves at the salsa which would be my strong area.
Salsa date with sha.. she was kind of getting bored at the tango as her level was advanced. lets see how she behaves at the salsa which would be my strong area.
May 02 2012, Tango
Wednesday, May 02 2012
went directly after work for tango, paid for the 4 classes.
met this sweetest gal, with amazing curvy body and lovely... best part so easy to dance with.
it would be so great to get someone understanding like her as a partner for anything. unlike the bunch of angry old ladies I got to meet latter at the practice secession.
went directly after work for tango, paid for the 4 classes.
met this sweetest gal, with amazing curvy body and lovely... best part so easy to dance with.
it would be so great to get someone understanding like her as a partner for anything. unlike the bunch of angry old ladies I got to meet latter at the practice secession.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
May 1 2012,,,,, hectic day at work
Tuesday May 01 2012
Hectic day at work,,
resolve to get into Tango getting stronger.
lets see how I feel on Wednesday.
I must be a real foolish screw ball. too romantically lost in my own world of creating romance when there is none.
Well maybe I am wrong.... maybe its just the way I am, trying to see some kind of big beautiful romance of a flame just when there a splintering sparks.
Damm crazy trick the mind plays or I let it play.
Oh how I wish I could be strong and objective oriented and selfishly focused on my needs than that of others.
Hectic day at work,,
resolve to get into Tango getting stronger.
lets see how I feel on Wednesday.
I must be a real foolish screw ball. too romantically lost in my own world of creating romance when there is none.
Well maybe I am wrong.... maybe its just the way I am, trying to see some kind of big beautiful romance of a flame just when there a splintering sparks.
Damm crazy trick the mind plays or I let it play.
Oh how I wish I could be strong and objective oriented and selfishly focused on my needs than that of others.
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Apr 30 2012. meditation and salsa
Monday, Apr 30 2012
Felt a lot of bad vibration, resulting in very high level of discomfort.
So went to downtown for meditation and then for salsa.
got talking with ven at sanfranscisco... he signed up his daughter in for a medical college in india... costing about 100k initial fee and 20k per annum in yearly fee.. thats like 200k... good god, thats something I could not even dream to have.. and here he is spending on his daughters education. and he has a son who will be following soon.. and this is for education in india. that would be like half a million just in fees.....
Makes me feel so lousy,, no wonder I am without a family. would not be able to support them and pay for their education with my own money, like my dad paid for mine.
Felt a lot of bad vibration, resulting in very high level of discomfort.
So went to downtown for meditation and then for salsa.
got talking with ven at sanfranscisco... he signed up his daughter in for a medical college in india... costing about 100k initial fee and 20k per annum in yearly fee.. thats like 200k... good god, thats something I could not even dream to have.. and here he is spending on his daughters education. and he has a son who will be following soon.. and this is for education in india. that would be like half a million just in fees.....
Makes me feel so lousy,, no wonder I am without a family. would not be able to support them and pay for their education with my own money, like my dad paid for mine.
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