Saturday, Oct 22 2011
Woke up with a feeling of still been high after yesterday nights drinking. It sure does help reduce stress and relax. But as with all intoxicating substance its always dangerous and addictive in a bad way.
Got the Lamb curry ready (lamb from Australia), kind of not satisfied with the taste. Seems to have kind of lost the touch. well not having as much practice as before. got to get back into cooking up a storm.
taking a few containers with the lamb curry to nars house. his wife has been giving me great food every time I have been there and always giving me some to take home. now to return the containers filled up with my curries. :)
Head off to nars house to help him with the flooring work, 4th weekend spend helping a friend who lives about 80 miles away. Well he is a very nice guy and he deserves all the help he can get. I am for sure in the western terms giving up my person life and other pleasures that I usually focus on during the weekends.
its been weeks since I last danced salsa, hopefully with the good news confirmation on monday, I should get back into it. More than that, need to go to the Buddhist temple in downtown philly and participate in the group (sanga) meditation and discussion of philosophy and living after that. It was so nice to hear so many good people talk about their beliefs. Wow wish I could have met them before, would have been a great growing and learning experience. And could have avoided the all the pain of interacting with the shallow and superficial minded people.
either way a growing experience, pain and heart break are feeling better understood by having experienced it that way when there is love and happiness its much better appreciated.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
Oct 21 2011, Fri, Last day at the company
Friday, Oct 21 2011
After going to sleep late, watching a few dance programs online, passed out on the couch, woke up to the alarm then went to sleep again, woke up to the commotion at the neighbors, then went to sleep again and woke up around 8:30am feeling way lazier, but miles to go.
yesterday evenings call from Raj was a bonus one more week with the company, hopefully the ameri air assignments comes thru, thou its supposed to be more than 80 percent sure, have to still wait for the clients to approve it in writing.
kind of feeling dis oriented. wanted to go out salsa dancing to reward myself for having finished the 56 official hr course thou it took upwards of 100hrs for me to finish it online.
But did not go and decided to stay indoors and watch a few funny serials online. and eat a few Indian junk food or mixtures.
Ahhhh the Tea tastes soo good, hahaha, can't believe I am having it with out sugar.
Got call from the Doc office about my annual checkup, seems to be in great shape. Triglycerides, the upper limit of which should be 150 was about 200 plus, much less than the 465 that it was a few years ago.
Thanks to staying away from shrimps, eating garlic and drinking fresh cut ginger tea, running and hiking.
After going to sleep late, watching a few dance programs online, passed out on the couch, woke up to the alarm then went to sleep again, woke up to the commotion at the neighbors, then went to sleep again and woke up around 8:30am feeling way lazier, but miles to go.
yesterday evenings call from Raj was a bonus one more week with the company, hopefully the ameri air assignments comes thru, thou its supposed to be more than 80 percent sure, have to still wait for the clients to approve it in writing.
kind of feeling dis oriented. wanted to go out salsa dancing to reward myself for having finished the 56 official hr course thou it took upwards of 100hrs for me to finish it online.
But did not go and decided to stay indoors and watch a few funny serials online. and eat a few Indian junk food or mixtures.
Ahhhh the Tea tastes soo good, hahaha, can't believe I am having it with out sugar.
Got call from the Doc office about my annual checkup, seems to be in great shape. Triglycerides, the upper limit of which should be 150 was about 200 plus, much less than the 465 that it was a few years ago.
Thanks to staying away from shrimps, eating garlic and drinking fresh cut ginger tea, running and hiking.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Oct 20 thrusday, Anticipation and waiting
Thursday, Oct 20 2011
Waiting since morning for the anticipated news, so far no response to the couple of calls I made to bos (going directly to vm), and raj. have to try and follow up around noon.
Beautiful day outside, with the sun shinning brightly, hopefully this is my ticket into proj mgmt full time.
it was a great feeling on having completed about 56 hrs for the prog mgmt, actually must have taken double that time.
Also still on a high after the experience of shooting range, shot 5 different guns, one of them a rifle.
was able to hit 3 times on the center "x", the popular joke among all was, "hey I got my Ex with that shot" hehehe, all the ladies seem to have so much animosity stored inside of them about their ex's.
well nothing new, the majority of the females I come across seem to be only interested in blaming their ex's and not taking any responsibility for their actions. Always expecting to be treated special, always wanting to be told that they are right and selfish to the core and then when they don't get it from others or their partner, as they do not recognize that others/partners are human beings with their own set of requirements and need to be respected for that..... they end up lying to themselves about how bad the other is and not for one moment thinking that they themselves could be wrong and so highly contribute to all the UN-happiness in them selves and thereby making the lives of those around them miserable. And then with every passing day with the amount of lies they convince themselves with , even the honest truth is so lost and then their lies become their own reality.
And with that the pent up frustration towards their ex's.
Well their life, either they realize and learn or will be lost in the circle of karma repeating their mistakes again and again and inviting into their lives the same old misery.
Waiting since morning for the anticipated news, so far no response to the couple of calls I made to bos (going directly to vm), and raj. have to try and follow up around noon.
Beautiful day outside, with the sun shinning brightly, hopefully this is my ticket into proj mgmt full time.
it was a great feeling on having completed about 56 hrs for the prog mgmt, actually must have taken double that time.
Also still on a high after the experience of shooting range, shot 5 different guns, one of them a rifle.
was able to hit 3 times on the center "x", the popular joke among all was, "hey I got my Ex with that shot" hehehe, all the ladies seem to have so much animosity stored inside of them about their ex's.
well nothing new, the majority of the females I come across seem to be only interested in blaming their ex's and not taking any responsibility for their actions. Always expecting to be treated special, always wanting to be told that they are right and selfish to the core and then when they don't get it from others or their partner, as they do not recognize that others/partners are human beings with their own set of requirements and need to be respected for that..... they end up lying to themselves about how bad the other is and not for one moment thinking that they themselves could be wrong and so highly contribute to all the UN-happiness in them selves and thereby making the lives of those around them miserable. And then with every passing day with the amount of lies they convince themselves with , even the honest truth is so lost and then their lies become their own reality.
And with that the pent up frustration towards their ex's.
Well their life, either they realize and learn or will be lost in the circle of karma repeating their mistakes again and again and inviting into their lives the same old misery.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Oct 19 Wed 2011, wassup life
Wednesday, Oct 19 2011
A bit of feeling of relief and confidence when I have almost finished the PMP on skillsoft.
And feel a bit more positive energy.
Got to see how the day turns out into,, keeping fingers crossed on the ame air opening. Hopefully something very positive comes out today
A bit of feeling of relief and confidence when I have almost finished the PMP on skillsoft.
And feel a bit more positive energy.
Got to see how the day turns out into,, keeping fingers crossed on the ame air opening. Hopefully something very positive comes out today
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Oct 18 2011 Tuesday
Tuesday Oct 18
got the oil change done and had break fast at dunkin doughnuts. sweet
followed up with raj on the ame air opening in dals.
so far no update.
almost at the end of the scheduled to finish the course. made up lost time on sat by doing a night out on sunday and hence added to the suffering on mon.
got to finish procurement managment tonite and then the ethics by tomorrow. cheers then I would have done about 56 hrs (4 more to go for ethics), actually must have put in double that time.
Mon Oct 17 2011
Was really feeling low after the info that i was not been considered for the wa-mart opening.
And was not able to get the oil change done for lack of slots
was only able to focus and finish the risk management after all the distractions did it from 8pm to 12
got the oil change done and had break fast at dunkin doughnuts. sweet
followed up with raj on the ame air opening in dals.
so far no update.
almost at the end of the scheduled to finish the course. made up lost time on sat by doing a night out on sunday and hence added to the suffering on mon.
got to finish procurement managment tonite and then the ethics by tomorrow. cheers then I would have done about 56 hrs (4 more to go for ethics), actually must have put in double that time.
Mon Oct 17 2011
Was really feeling low after the info that i was not been considered for the wa-mart opening.
And was not able to get the oil change done for lack of slots
was only able to focus and finish the risk management after all the distractions did it from 8pm to 12
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Oct 15 2011, Got my first pair of Glasses, officially a Nerd
Saturday, Oct 15 2011
Woke up around 8am with a extermination to complete the planned courses.
Got cracking on it by 9 and was able to finish half of Human resources part 2, when I got a call from the Doc office asking me come over to collect my classes.
yea.... got my first pair of classes. went there after completing the half and was hoping to do the other half on return.
After I got the glasses, went for a drive from the Docs office and reached Costco. walked about, trying to read small write ups on boxes.... wow so clear and crisp. then was trying to see if I could get people to look at me and see how they reacted, friendly or with a suspicion. was a mixed bag, there was one lady who seemed as thou she wanted to bite me and eat me. uggggg run.
Then called up home and had a good chat with mom and dad.
later called up anl and told him too.
time to get back to learning,, tried starting the car ,,, dammm had left the head lights on that freaking drained out my car batteries..... waited for 30mins and tried starting the car ,,, but no luck.. so called up AAA
that freak took more than an hour to reach me. in between talked with balji in san fran. he seems to tired of living here away from his other family and friends and wants to go back and settle down. so tempting, but my place is a village so very far from the cities, so that would still not be a good vi-able plan for me. Would still have to go to some crowded city and seek employment.
got back around 4 only to find the online site for the course is down for maintenance,, its about 9pm and its still down,,, ahhh.. screwed up plan.
Woke up around 8am with a extermination to complete the planned courses.
Got cracking on it by 9 and was able to finish half of Human resources part 2, when I got a call from the Doc office asking me come over to collect my classes.
yea.... got my first pair of classes. went there after completing the half and was hoping to do the other half on return.
After I got the glasses, went for a drive from the Docs office and reached Costco. walked about, trying to read small write ups on boxes.... wow so clear and crisp. then was trying to see if I could get people to look at me and see how they reacted, friendly or with a suspicion. was a mixed bag, there was one lady who seemed as thou she wanted to bite me and eat me. uggggg run.
Then called up home and had a good chat with mom and dad.
later called up anl and told him too.
time to get back to learning,, tried starting the car ,,, dammm had left the head lights on that freaking drained out my car batteries..... waited for 30mins and tried starting the car ,,, but no luck.. so called up AAA
that freak took more than an hour to reach me. in between talked with balji in san fran. he seems to tired of living here away from his other family and friends and wants to go back and settle down. so tempting, but my place is a village so very far from the cities, so that would still not be a good vi-able plan for me. Would still have to go to some crowded city and seek employment.
got back around 4 only to find the online site for the course is down for maintenance,, its about 9pm and its still down,,, ahhh.. screwed up plan.
Friday, October 14, 2011
Oct 14, Friday, one more week towards deadline
Friday, Oct 14 2011
woke up around 5am and was procrastinating and got out by 6am... struggle, struggle.
struggled to read thru the material on human resources and took the test and got 87%
then went to the apt rental and gave the letter extending the stay for another month.
sent out modified res to ra, lets see, if I get this would be awesome and at place where it would not snow and is closer to the equator and warm and best of all will be having a friend at that location. keeping fingers crossed
woke up around 5am and was procrastinating and got out by 6am... struggle, struggle.
struggled to read thru the material on human resources and took the test and got 87%
then went to the apt rental and gave the letter extending the stay for another month.
sent out modified res to ra, lets see, if I get this would be awesome and at place where it would not snow and is closer to the equator and warm and best of all will be having a friend at that location. keeping fingers crossed
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