Monday, Sep 12 2011, full moon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-LhnzszFOw
VV: Terrorism ,,,, who are the biggest Terrorist,,,,, hmmm let me try,, approx 200 years ago,,,, who were the ones manufacturing Opium with huge factories in Calcutta and flooding China? ( google -> opium wars). who were the once using terror to suppress the poorer nations???....
hahaha I feel it funny that most white folks in the Americas claim it to be their right to be here, little realizing that they are here as the result of the European invasion of Native American land (after having terrorized (after having terrorized them with guns and spreading chicken pox) and then blame and paint the natives as been evil and bad people......
the list goes on and if you are fair minded or have the ability to think fairly research... to me its history repeating itself again in the middle east with the majority white population attacking other countries and sovereignty for monetary gains,, and if the argument is about freeing and protecting other countries people ,,,
then why have you not done that to the Tibetans?
why have you not done anything there????
are they not worth protecting?
ooopsss there is no known oil fields there.
TF : & how about what was done to the Scotts and Irish? Maybe we could discuss Latin America as well. In relation to some of these, the holocaust begins to look like like a weekend tryst. I find I amazing what we are able to rationalize, as individuals, and as societies. Bizare when the thug claims to be the victim. It reminds me of http://www.lucifereffect.com/ Where good people will inflict very unjust behavior on others. Thanks for the post.
VV : yep,,, the holocaust seems not so high up when compared to the atrocities that were committed. The British and others been victors after WW2 were in a position to deflect the attention on Hitler and his atrocities and there by burying their own legacy of cruel deeds.
I wonder what would have happened if Hitler would have won, he would probably have undertaken a similar publicity campaign to show the Allied forces as Evil and Cruel people and would have painted himself as the savior of the new world order. ;)
Greed and War only causes an never ending cycle of destruction. One of the oldest Corporate models was/is the British East India Company. I find that many big corporates are doing that today under various pretext's.
Governments are overthrown with the help of military might, while the people serving in the military are made to think that they are fighting for their FREEDOM and brain washed into thinking that they are doing it for the greater good.
Yep for the greater good and benefit of the Richy-rich and their kids and generations to follow.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Sep 11 2011 Sunday, 10 years after
Sunday, Sep 11 2011 , 10 years after the huge change brought about in the world.
hiking in ft wash.. flood waters.
For all the selfish and self centered women :
Most women are crazy like this, selfish and unappreciative of good men who are nice, caring and protective :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U93BBNq5A64
Sep 10, sat, jud and angle
hiking in heniz park, flood waters
Sep 9 fri, brsil, salsa, not a great night.
hiking in ft wash.. flood waters.
For all the selfish and self centered women :
Most women are crazy like this, selfish and unappreciative of good men who are nice, caring and protective :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U93BBNq5A64
Sep 10, sat, jud and angle
hiking in heniz park, flood waters
Sep 9 fri, brsil, salsa, not a great night.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Sep 09 2011 Friday. THIRU-ONAM
Friday, Sep 09 2011 Thiru-Onam ,,,,,, eaaaaa
Feels nice to be celebrating Onam again. Cook, cook and cook more and enjoy the ambiance. Yesterday Obama made a good speech, now waiting to see how the market will react, the asian and european market seems to have tanked down ahead of g7.
Next week may reveal a lot more about the direction the economy would go.
Sunday is also the 10th annivarsary of 9/11 and again news of possible threats.... ahhh why. What wrong with people. Why do they want to keep destroying things. Why cannot they take pleasure in constructing, creating, making things. Do something productive instead of destruction.
Were these people who grew up with out toys when they were kids?
When growing up kids end up breaking their toys and then end up hurt and sad and regretting and missing the toy they love. That way they learn the hard way that destruction hurts. And growing up, they learn a better appreciation and sentiment for things and not wanting to break or destroy.
And when as kids if they grow up with out toys, they end up not learning how destruction hurts.... my lil theory on growing up
ok,,, early morning, time to get celebrating and cooking. kappa, Avial (mixed veggies), beetroot fried in coconut... yummmm and not to miss out on the chicken curry and salmon curry and sambar ... | I already have 3 curries, 3 more to go..... best Onam ever.
Was inspired by Venk on focusing and doing some studying...... have to try and focus there and improve my self to be able to compete in the market.
Starting the day with Garlic toast and Hot Ginger Tea, yummm
Feels nice to be celebrating Onam again. Cook, cook and cook more and enjoy the ambiance. Yesterday Obama made a good speech, now waiting to see how the market will react, the asian and european market seems to have tanked down ahead of g7.
Next week may reveal a lot more about the direction the economy would go.
Sunday is also the 10th annivarsary of 9/11 and again news of possible threats.... ahhh why. What wrong with people. Why do they want to keep destroying things. Why cannot they take pleasure in constructing, creating, making things. Do something productive instead of destruction.
Were these people who grew up with out toys when they were kids?
When growing up kids end up breaking their toys and then end up hurt and sad and regretting and missing the toy they love. That way they learn the hard way that destruction hurts. And growing up, they learn a better appreciation and sentiment for things and not wanting to break or destroy.
And when as kids if they grow up with out toys, they end up not learning how destruction hurts.... my lil theory on growing up
ok,,, early morning, time to get celebrating and cooking. kappa, Avial (mixed veggies), beetroot fried in coconut... yummmm and not to miss out on the chicken curry and salmon curry and sambar ... | I already have 3 curries, 3 more to go..... best Onam ever.
Was inspired by Venk on focusing and doing some studying...... have to try and focus there and improve my self to be able to compete in the market.
Starting the day with Garlic toast and Hot Ginger Tea, yummm
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Sep 07 2011 Wed - Recovery
Wednesday Sep 07 2011
Got call from vis about coming to visit me in US. That would be so awesome to meet up here and stay with me. Waiting for conformation of itinerary and flight booking from India. yea hoooo , great start of the day.
recovered to a certain extent assests there were going down the drain. phew! what a change of events. life is so un predictable. just have to be patient and have faith in the greater goodness.
Got to go to Parx tonite for some salsaaaaa. Had let out a lot of gas and juice yesterday.... ;) hmmmmm
Cooked kappa while consulting with sade on the google chat.
Its Onam ,,, yea time to celebrate the only Dravidian festival.
Got call from vis about coming to visit me in US. That would be so awesome to meet up here and stay with me. Waiting for conformation of itinerary and flight booking from India. yea hoooo , great start of the day.
recovered to a certain extent assests there were going down the drain. phew! what a change of events. life is so un predictable. just have to be patient and have faith in the greater goodness.
Got to go to Parx tonite for some salsaaaaa. Had let out a lot of gas and juice yesterday.... ;) hmmmmm
Cooked kappa while consulting with sade on the google chat.
Its Onam ,,, yea time to celebrate the only Dravidian festival.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Sep 06 2011 Tues -> Respect and fear.
Tuesday, Sep 06 2011
Respect and Fear : Had a string of thoughts that occurred early in the morning, thinking about the Teachers who really commanded Respect because of who they were as teachers, inspiring and encouraging. And then the majority of the rest of pretentious teachers, who are worse than toxic waste and worse than the politicians who ruin other peoples lives.
Many people think that because they have power that they command Respect, but no, its not respect, all they got is Fear from others and fear growing with in themselves.
When you command true Respect, you have nothing to fear. Its there to stay because you earned it. Unlike fear, which would disappear the moment you loose your power or position.
It was great 3 days of hiking around Philly, New Jersey and New York. loved the people energy in NY and visiting the museum. Wished I could have spend more time at the museum.
It was good (not great) going to the indian restaurant for lunch buffet. Drank about 4 to 5 cups of Masala Chai (tea). was hyper after that and was not able to sleep at night.
Still feel the hyperness induced by caffine.
Wanted to go out salsa dancing at the Vang yesterday, but after starting off felt discouraged by the rainy weather and drove back after a couple of miles. It sucks that all the dance places are about 40 miles away and takes about 1 hr to reach.
Vang seems to hold special place for me, meeting some new and good gals there. Last week remember the Russian gal, who seemed to be a professional dancer, was kind of scared asking her to dance as she seemed to be so technically perfect. And she looked at me expecting me to ask her to dance and that caused more pressure on me and did not have enough emotional power to ask her to dance. But have to give it to her, she looked so naturally beautiful. Like a movie star with the perfect face. Wonder what her story is.
She seems to be nice and seems to dance with everyone who asks her to dance.
What a day, full of rain, rain and more rain. Actually seems to be more rain than when the hurricane Irene came visiting last week end. This they said is the remains of hurricane lee and it is pouring non stop. I am sure if this continues, we are going to have some severe flooding.
It was kind of DE-motivating and depressing to wake up again and not have anything productive to do. Almost 2 months. With couple of hope, one in India and another in Dallas. Hope I can get the one in Dallas and then be able to get parents on a trip.
Respect and Fear : Had a string of thoughts that occurred early in the morning, thinking about the Teachers who really commanded Respect because of who they were as teachers, inspiring and encouraging. And then the majority of the rest of pretentious teachers, who are worse than toxic waste and worse than the politicians who ruin other peoples lives.
Many people think that because they have power that they command Respect, but no, its not respect, all they got is Fear from others and fear growing with in themselves.
When you command true Respect, you have nothing to fear. Its there to stay because you earned it. Unlike fear, which would disappear the moment you loose your power or position.
It was great 3 days of hiking around Philly, New Jersey and New York. loved the people energy in NY and visiting the museum. Wished I could have spend more time at the museum.
It was good (not great) going to the indian restaurant for lunch buffet. Drank about 4 to 5 cups of Masala Chai (tea). was hyper after that and was not able to sleep at night.
Still feel the hyperness induced by caffine.
Wanted to go out salsa dancing at the Vang yesterday, but after starting off felt discouraged by the rainy weather and drove back after a couple of miles. It sucks that all the dance places are about 40 miles away and takes about 1 hr to reach.
Vang seems to hold special place for me, meeting some new and good gals there. Last week remember the Russian gal, who seemed to be a professional dancer, was kind of scared asking her to dance as she seemed to be so technically perfect. And she looked at me expecting me to ask her to dance and that caused more pressure on me and did not have enough emotional power to ask her to dance. But have to give it to her, she looked so naturally beautiful. Like a movie star with the perfect face. Wonder what her story is.
She seems to be nice and seems to dance with everyone who asks her to dance.
What a day, full of rain, rain and more rain. Actually seems to be more rain than when the hurricane Irene came visiting last week end. This they said is the remains of hurricane lee and it is pouring non stop. I am sure if this continues, we are going to have some severe flooding.
It was kind of DE-motivating and depressing to wake up again and not have anything productive to do. Almost 2 months. With couple of hope, one in India and another in Dallas. Hope I can get the one in Dallas and then be able to get parents on a trip.
Friday, September 2, 2011
Sep 02 2011, Ethics
Friday, Sep, 02, 2011
Ethics and its application has been revolving around in my head since yesterday.
Work ethic, of been punctual to work, attending meeting, completing assigned work on time and more seem to be done with a great deal of enthusiasm. So I was wondering why is it that I am finding it difficult to motivate myself to get up and going these past few days when not on any project.
Its not that I don't have stuff that I can work on improving myself.
Why the procrastination?
Why lack of energy and focus?
What can I do to over come this lethagy.
Used to try and wake up around 5am and then get my life moving. Not been able to do that the past few months. Whats happened? Is there something thats physical thats preventing me from been able to wake up with engery?
or
Is it something thats emotional?
What ever it is, I need to move in the right direction to be able to be independent financially and not having to depend on someone else. For that I need a safety net, which means I have miles to go before I can take a break and relax.
Want to be able to support parents in all possible way financially. They did a lot of things for me and sacrificed a lot for me. Its my turn to do things for them. And that requires a lot of finance.
Have to forget all that I lost financially as thinking about that will only make me emotionally weak.
So trying to motivate my self to focus on Ethics of working for my own self improvement and take advantage of all the opportunities that is at my door step. Have to try and get the few courses done for project management.
12:noon,, was able to complete one module, took the test with out evening going thru the course and got 82%.
hmmm either my IQ is really good or I am really lucky.
Have to go thru the course latter, just so that I can get my way of thinking oriented to what they are teaching in the course, in terms of management terminology.
Shaved the thick hair growth on my head, still have the mustache on. maybe after taking a couple of pics I will remove the mustache too.
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
~Buddha
yes its so easily shown in movies and TV that u can just say, I forgive and the anger is gone. But its lot of hard work and effort to forget some of the hurtful feeling left behind by lies and betrayal. mostly maybe cause of been so easily taken for granted and becoming a fool to the lies and deceit. Anger maybe because of not been smart enough to not know it, even after lots of experience.
But in the end its something we all need to overcome.
There is some understanding if my anger was due to my selfish self-centered requirements, like wanting a chocolate, ice-cream, or trying to manipulate someone to follow my requirements..... those are anger that is from cheap people. But my anger is from been so easily manipulated by such self centered people and at my own self for allowing such people to take me for a ride......
Great news of hope. Hopefully it works out soon. Tired of sitting at home for the past 2 months.
Ethics and its application has been revolving around in my head since yesterday.
Work ethic, of been punctual to work, attending meeting, completing assigned work on time and more seem to be done with a great deal of enthusiasm. So I was wondering why is it that I am finding it difficult to motivate myself to get up and going these past few days when not on any project.
Its not that I don't have stuff that I can work on improving myself.
Why the procrastination?
Why lack of energy and focus?
What can I do to over come this lethagy.
Used to try and wake up around 5am and then get my life moving. Not been able to do that the past few months. Whats happened? Is there something thats physical thats preventing me from been able to wake up with engery?
or
Is it something thats emotional?
What ever it is, I need to move in the right direction to be able to be independent financially and not having to depend on someone else. For that I need a safety net, which means I have miles to go before I can take a break and relax.
Want to be able to support parents in all possible way financially. They did a lot of things for me and sacrificed a lot for me. Its my turn to do things for them. And that requires a lot of finance.
Have to forget all that I lost financially as thinking about that will only make me emotionally weak.
So trying to motivate my self to focus on Ethics of working for my own self improvement and take advantage of all the opportunities that is at my door step. Have to try and get the few courses done for project management.
12:noon,, was able to complete one module, took the test with out evening going thru the course and got 82%.
hmmm either my IQ is really good or I am really lucky.
Have to go thru the course latter, just so that I can get my way of thinking oriented to what they are teaching in the course, in terms of management terminology.
Shaved the thick hair growth on my head, still have the mustache on. maybe after taking a couple of pics I will remove the mustache too.
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
~Buddha
yes its so easily shown in movies and TV that u can just say, I forgive and the anger is gone. But its lot of hard work and effort to forget some of the hurtful feeling left behind by lies and betrayal. mostly maybe cause of been so easily taken for granted and becoming a fool to the lies and deceit. Anger maybe because of not been smart enough to not know it, even after lots of experience.
But in the end its something we all need to overcome.
There is some understanding if my anger was due to my selfish self-centered requirements, like wanting a chocolate, ice-cream, or trying to manipulate someone to follow my requirements..... those are anger that is from cheap people. But my anger is from been so easily manipulated by such self centered people and at my own self for allowing such people to take me for a ride......
Great news of hope. Hopefully it works out soon. Tired of sitting at home for the past 2 months.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Sep 01 2011, ABC - Ability, Break and Courage
Thursday Sep 01 2011,
ABC - Ability, Break and Courage that was a good quote to read.
Trying to cook the salmon curry, first salmon curry at this new apartment.
It was great connecting with a few people on Facebook and discus with them and find out that we have so many common way of thinking and opinions.
Was gald to head that Nar's moms come from India and now I am inspired to get mine too. But thats filled with so many question, starting from Visa and their willingness to come and having them travel half way across the world.
dreams, dreams, dreams.
let me use the laws of attraction to see if I can make it happen.....
hmmmmmm go to a happy place and then visualize all things I want perfectly happen.
Another great quote :
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
~Buddha
ABC - Ability, Break and Courage that was a good quote to read.
Trying to cook the salmon curry, first salmon curry at this new apartment.
It was great connecting with a few people on Facebook and discus with them and find out that we have so many common way of thinking and opinions.
Was gald to head that Nar's moms come from India and now I am inspired to get mine too. But thats filled with so many question, starting from Visa and their willingness to come and having them travel half way across the world.
dreams, dreams, dreams.
let me use the laws of attraction to see if I can make it happen.....
hmmmmmm go to a happy place and then visualize all things I want perfectly happen.
Another great quote :
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
~Buddha
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