Sunday, nov 21 2010
supposed to be Blue moon day, given to the the 3rd of the season, which are supposed to have only 3 full moons per season. When there are 4 full moons in a season the 3rd one is called the Blue moon.
woke up late in the afternoon after a great night out of salsa dancing and meeting some great gals. Behtney and then kate. Ending up meeting a lot of kates. The dance with kate was awesome. we were laughing and lots of eye contact and flirting and perfect ending with dips. wowow... She seemed to love the expression on my face and was also making expression and protecting me as I was protecting her from the dancers around the overly crowded dance floor.
She seemed so excited after the dance. Filled up my heart to see someone feeling so happy after dancing with me. woo hooo.
Ate the remaining Biriyani that I had got from Jersey city..... Dear old Hyderabadi Biriyani... I think the Al-watan biriyani from vancouver is still the best.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Nov 20 2010 Sat
Saturday, Nov 20 2010
Got started with cleaning up the wash room and then heating up the Chicken biriyani with coffee.
watched Rugby on internet.
Contemplating about life and the past in terms of relationships, jobs, people I got to meet, some living lasting beautiful memories, many living scars with their mean selfish behavior, people I wish I had never met and had kept away from. But on second thoughts, because of these bad evil people I appreciate and value more of the good people in my life. Trade off, but something I could really live without.
Well atleast I know now with a stronger feeling the type of people I need to keep my distance and withdraw from.
About 12 now. maybe go to costco to check out.
Got started with cleaning up the wash room and then heating up the Chicken biriyani with coffee.
watched Rugby on internet.
Contemplating about life and the past in terms of relationships, jobs, people I got to meet, some living lasting beautiful memories, many living scars with their mean selfish behavior, people I wish I had never met and had kept away from. But on second thoughts, because of these bad evil people I appreciate and value more of the good people in my life. Trade off, but something I could really live without.
Well atleast I know now with a stronger feeling the type of people I need to keep my distance and withdraw from.
About 12 now. maybe go to costco to check out.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Nov 19, off to JFK airport for Air India
Friday, Nov 19 2010
Goto to get on the road by 10am at least. but before that off to work and hope to make it there by 7:10am at least. woke up around 5 and now its 6:30am...yeaaaahh
Goto to get on the road by 10am at least. but before that off to work and hope to make it there by 7:10am at least. woke up around 5 and now its 6:30am...yeaaaahh
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Nov 18....JFK airport and Air India flight.
Thursday, nov 18 2010
It was great going for a run yesterday night in the cold. did not go far. but now feel good that I can do that run comfortably next time with out feeling the need to motivate myself to overcome the not so great feeling of having to run very long and far.
woke up early then slept again and woke up with a jolt around 6:30am and made it to work by 7:40am. Got hold of sweta and briefed her on the things happening here. And decided to meet up tomorrow on the call before I head to JFK airport for the Air India flight to New Delhi.
Got chatting with Vibu to know about Athira and Deepu. Well supposed to be a great day today or rather start of a great phase today in all respects and in getting the connection with new LOVE.. ;) hehehe.. about time to find a Honest, Loyal women.
Tired of putting up and been taken for granted by all these sick, lying, cheating women, who think that I must be some kind of idiot that they can just fool and mess around with all the drama.
Invest my time in quality women who have character and value in their thinking and attitude.
And watch out for the signs and not make the mistake of compromising and thinking that they will probably improve with the right direction. No they don't Eva is a great example of someone who will never improve no matter what positive info she is fed. A great example of someone whos head is so wrapped in selfishness, anger and crookedness.
Her only reason for not having ending up in a mental hospital is that she keeps reading the philosophical words and is able to temporarily be safe. But don't think she understands the depth of the words. Its just like a shallow outer coat, that disappears at the first rain.
Well shallow people all over the world are like that. Their true color always comes out when it really matters. No matter how glossy and appealing they appear when they are putting on an act.
hehehe,,, just have to let go of such people at the earliest. cheers
It was great going for a run yesterday night in the cold. did not go far. but now feel good that I can do that run comfortably next time with out feeling the need to motivate myself to overcome the not so great feeling of having to run very long and far.
woke up early then slept again and woke up with a jolt around 6:30am and made it to work by 7:40am. Got hold of sweta and briefed her on the things happening here. And decided to meet up tomorrow on the call before I head to JFK airport for the Air India flight to New Delhi.
Got chatting with Vibu to know about Athira and Deepu. Well supposed to be a great day today or rather start of a great phase today in all respects and in getting the connection with new LOVE.. ;) hehehe.. about time to find a Honest, Loyal women.
Tired of putting up and been taken for granted by all these sick, lying, cheating women, who think that I must be some kind of idiot that they can just fool and mess around with all the drama.
Invest my time in quality women who have character and value in their thinking and attitude.
And watch out for the signs and not make the mistake of compromising and thinking that they will probably improve with the right direction. No they don't Eva is a great example of someone who will never improve no matter what positive info she is fed. A great example of someone whos head is so wrapped in selfishness, anger and crookedness.
Her only reason for not having ending up in a mental hospital is that she keeps reading the philosophical words and is able to temporarily be safe. But don't think she understands the depth of the words. Its just like a shallow outer coat, that disappears at the first rain.
Well shallow people all over the world are like that. Their true color always comes out when it really matters. No matter how glossy and appealing they appear when they are putting on an act.
hehehe,,, just have to let go of such people at the earliest. cheers
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Nov 17,,,,,,
Wednesday 17 nov 2010
got to work by 7:50 and did not do much other than getting to the status meeting at 10. then back home for the beef curry with rice around 12:30pm.
have another meeting around 3... wish it was not there then I could have just stayed home and tried to do some thing the skill soft and finished some process management topics.
got to work by 7:50 and did not do much other than getting to the status meeting at 10. then back home for the beef curry with rice around 12:30pm.
have another meeting around 3... wish it was not there then I could have just stayed home and tried to do some thing the skill soft and finished some process management topics.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Nov 16 tuesday, does not feel right today
Tuesday nov 16. 2010,,
Even thou had a great night out dancing with some sweet connections with people whos names I do not even know. (well they don't mine either).
Waking up in the morning did not feel right. Weather outside said it all with the drizziling.
Then at work got to know that ashi whos parents he was expecting to come to US to help with his wifes pregnancy had their Visa app rejected by the US consulate. Such a heart breaking and screwed up situation to all the plans he must have made. And no valid reason given as to reason for rejection.
For a few fleeting moments our dreams and life is in the hands of the few people who tend to think that they are gods and play with it. POWER and its mis-use has always been a big part of human beings abuse.
does physical appearence matter, as much as we like to sound like who are full of virtue, we all still have a certain degree of shallowness about us.
As I see a sweet looking gal at salsa, with a very sweet smile always on her face, like she was born with that smile, I am not able to think of anything else but feel the pull on the upper part of my heart like its doing a happy dance. It was like i was falling in love. the same sensations. Why is this happening. is it cause i am associating her disarming smile and face to an image of the ideal women full of sincerity, loyalty and innocence, associating it to the image of someone I could just lower my guard trust her fully to not break my heart and just be my goofy self?
Doing what I do naturally with out any pretentsions and still expect her to love me unconditionally.
Even thou had a great night out dancing with some sweet connections with people whos names I do not even know. (well they don't mine either).
Waking up in the morning did not feel right. Weather outside said it all with the drizziling.
Then at work got to know that ashi whos parents he was expecting to come to US to help with his wifes pregnancy had their Visa app rejected by the US consulate. Such a heart breaking and screwed up situation to all the plans he must have made. And no valid reason given as to reason for rejection.
For a few fleeting moments our dreams and life is in the hands of the few people who tend to think that they are gods and play with it. POWER and its mis-use has always been a big part of human beings abuse.
does physical appearence matter, as much as we like to sound like who are full of virtue, we all still have a certain degree of shallowness about us.
As I see a sweet looking gal at salsa, with a very sweet smile always on her face, like she was born with that smile, I am not able to think of anything else but feel the pull on the upper part of my heart like its doing a happy dance. It was like i was falling in love. the same sensations. Why is this happening. is it cause i am associating her disarming smile and face to an image of the ideal women full of sincerity, loyalty and innocence, associating it to the image of someone I could just lower my guard trust her fully to not break my heart and just be my goofy self?
Doing what I do naturally with out any pretentsions and still expect her to love me unconditionally.
Monday, November 15, 2010
Nov 15, KT presentation
Monday, nov05 2010
tired to wake up early after a great night of salsa. got to work around 8am. 8:30 made the international presentation and KT for M on C.
Got to see the mails from the jack arse tony to others. thanks to susan forwarding it to me.
some arses are so stuck on playing the blame game and not taking any responsibility or focusing on trying to solve the issues. That in the end they throw every one out of focus.
anyways was able to look at the new issue that came up of Pref language not getting set back to English. great to find the solution even before the QC was logged.
Great to become friends with rucika and mary via FB. Two malus.
8pm off to Vango for some merengue and sexy bachata. Noticed that the bottles put up on the wall had Van Gogh paintings in them. so thats why its Vango.
Danced a very sensual dance with a lady, with eyes closed. She latter said it was like meditation. It sure was.
tired to wake up early after a great night of salsa. got to work around 8am. 8:30 made the international presentation and KT for M on C.
Got to see the mails from the jack arse tony to others. thanks to susan forwarding it to me.
some arses are so stuck on playing the blame game and not taking any responsibility or focusing on trying to solve the issues. That in the end they throw every one out of focus.
anyways was able to look at the new issue that came up of Pref language not getting set back to English. great to find the solution even before the QC was logged.
Great to become friends with rucika and mary via FB. Two malus.
8pm off to Vango for some merengue and sexy bachata. Noticed that the bottles put up on the wall had Van Gogh paintings in them. so thats why its Vango.
Danced a very sensual dance with a lady, with eyes closed. She latter said it was like meditation. It sure was.
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