Dec 18 2013 Cross Roads

Wednesday Dec 18 2013

 few days ago, I completed 1 year at Ver as employee of cognizant.. 

Then was told that my contract was for 2 years and had got my id and other credentials re - newed.  

And as my life would have it :) was told today by ct director that they got a mail from Ver sub-contracting dept that I just have till the end of this month.. just 8 more working days... dammm life changes so suddenly.

I am still waiting for my H renewal to come thru... Hanging on based on pending approval petition with the US immigration.

Kind of at a very scary uncertain cross roads.

Dec 15 2013, Mid month

Sunday , Dec 15 2013

My Mantra for HAPPINESS 
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go 
Let It GO, Let it Go, Let it Go  
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go   


So it was a good night dancing. good music in Dc after a very long time, cause of the merengue they played. that was a long due.

was on a high after that and was not able to sleep. ending up waking up latter during the day.

got to see the titanic again on tv. hmmm touching love story. ahhh for the sincere, loyal love of a beautiful UN-selfish women.

No more entertaining selfish women :)

Dec 14 2013 My Mantra for HAPPINESS

Saturday Dec 14 2013

My Mantra for HAPPINESS 
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go 
Let It GO, Let it Go, Let it Go  
Let Go, Let GO, Let Go   

Repeat as many times as you want and try to smile when you repeat.....

Almost end of another year.
Just went by like nothing happened. And thank god for that. Was relatively peaceful, no drama from any kind of relationships (cause there were none). PEACE and HAPPINESS in the serenity of ones own life lived in shadows of ones own actions, accountability, on occasions helping others in need and helping them in their journey of change in their life.

Was glad to be able to pass on the good $700 plus couch to pam instead of ending up selling on craigs list or something. And been a bit instrumental in connection nar in his quest for a job in Vz. Was glad he got it . Would have been a cruel waste of talent not been utilized in this world and loss for the world.

Nice meeting new bunch of people. Was nice to have  carmen invite me to her house party and also raj to a lil get together at his house.

just the question now of visa extension pending....

sad that my quest for a Green card thru cog failed as they refused to apply cause of the docs from the previous company not been in a particular format.

At a cross roads now..... which direction to go, should I just switch to TN,, and have more freedom ????
Should I just continue with my H1 as it might get really tough to get one should they pass the immigration reform.

Dec 01, the month of love, romance and hope

Dec 01 2013 Sunday

hmmm ,, what a start.
Brought a TV after about 4 years. hmm about 3.5 years.. a 60" sleek LCD beauty for thanks giving for a deal.
The channels are so filled with Christmas movies, stories of love, stories of love.

Just about watching  stories of romance, of couples who met when they were kids, separated,, then they become grown adults, with just fleeting sweet heart felt memories of their meeting . And as adults and as stories go, they end up locking heads and egos with each other... and as stories go,, they end up falling back in love and then realizing that they are the ones that they were always wanting to be with.

ahhhhh only in my dreams does these things happen.
So far from the reality of real people, crazy people with they own freaky behavior, not so easy to put up.

Was mysteriously thinking , the last two nights about the past romance in my life.
A sincere, heart filling, crush or love.....
The sweet smiles, the twinkle from the love filled eyes, looking at me adorably. Like I was the only precious thing in the universe.