Saturday, Jun 30 2012
woke up around 6 trying to mentally prepare myself for the hot yoga classes.. the hare ram gal would not be teaching today as she would off to the farm for some spiritual retreat. hmmm miss her sweet smile and sincere ,,, well sincerity...:)... it is touching and seems so full of pure innocence.
so trying to figure out which class to take,, and could feel the heat in my apt. I am sweating too. wonder how it will be there ,, and also have to drive for about 37 miles to reach the yoga class.. and since I already paid for it last week.. kind of using that as a motivation too.
had black tea with honey and lime,,, in that order.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Jun 29 2012, end of working month & half year
Friday, Jun 29 2012
Its end of the working month and first half of the year.
had gone to sleep around 2am after a bit of salsa.
Woke up around 5am to thunder and lightening.. seems to be happening pretty close. cause could hear the thunder with in the second of the lightening.. and speed of sound been about ""the speed of sound is 343.2 metres per second (1,126 ft/s). This is 1,236 kilometres per hour (768 mph), or about one kilometer in three seconds or approximately one mile in five seconds."" (source wikipedia).
was scary a bit and then also thought,,,,, well who can control the end. :) felt at peace but still rattled with every lightening and thunder.
then got out to work around 7:45 and heard on the news that some areas are not going to have any electricity.. wooo that means no Air conditioning and its summer temperatures.
got home around from work and passed out watching the germany italy football game. woke up around 10 40 and moved from the couch to the bed room.
Its end of the working month and first half of the year.
had gone to sleep around 2am after a bit of salsa.
Woke up around 5am to thunder and lightening.. seems to be happening pretty close. cause could hear the thunder with in the second of the lightening.. and speed of sound been about ""the speed of sound is 343.2 metres per second (1,126 ft/s). This is 1,236 kilometres per hour (768 mph), or about one kilometer in three seconds or approximately one mile in five seconds."" (source wikipedia).
was scary a bit and then also thought,,,,, well who can control the end. :) felt at peace but still rattled with every lightening and thunder.
then got out to work around 7:45 and heard on the news that some areas are not going to have any electricity.. wooo that means no Air conditioning and its summer temperatures.
got home around from work and passed out watching the germany italy football game. woke up around 10 40 and moved from the couch to the bed room.
Friday, June 29, 2012
Jun 28 2012, biriyani and salsa
Thursday, Jun 28 2012
got out of the house to work around 7:30am, got out of work around 8pm.. headed straight to the salsa place. but before that got some lamb biriyani... yummm
got a few good connections and dances. especially one merengue with a new lovely lady.
there was a wonderful connection with a russian gal, with dark curly hairs.. but then she refused to dance the merengue and I got turned off by her fully after that.
ahh what snob,, only salsa snobs think that they are too good to dance the merengue.
got out of the house to work around 7:30am, got out of work around 8pm.. headed straight to the salsa place. but before that got some lamb biriyani... yummm
got a few good connections and dances. especially one merengue with a new lovely lady.
there was a wonderful connection with a russian gal, with dark curly hairs.. but then she refused to dance the merengue and I got turned off by her fully after that.
ahh what snob,, only salsa snobs think that they are too good to dance the merengue.
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Jun 24 2012,, what a day
Sunday, Jun 24 2012
""Pluto and Uranus have moved closer and closer to forming a perfect square, unleashing incredibly transformative energy""
was yesterdays predictions, and woo what a day,
started of with the intention of going to meditation and then some hot yoga.
ended up meeting and talking with the instructor at the yoga and she guides me to the iskcon... end up in the evening chanting hare rama, hare krishna,, rama - rama hare-hare.
when the chanting , (kirthan) was going on, was reminded of the evening sun-set time prayers and chanting I used to have with cousins. And almost got tears to my eyes,,,
The chanting was intense and mesmerizing.
Early in the morning gave my guju neighbor a container full of chicken curry. hope they liked it. The biriyani from them was awesome and mind blowing.
""Pluto and Uranus have moved closer and closer to forming a perfect square, unleashing incredibly transformative energy""
was yesterdays predictions, and woo what a day,
started of with the intention of going to meditation and then some hot yoga.
ended up meeting and talking with the instructor at the yoga and she guides me to the iskcon... end up in the evening chanting hare rama, hare krishna,, rama - rama hare-hare.
when the chanting , (kirthan) was going on, was reminded of the evening sun-set time prayers and chanting I used to have with cousins. And almost got tears to my eyes,,,
The chanting was intense and mesmerizing.
Early in the morning gave my guju neighbor a container full of chicken curry. hope they liked it. The biriyani from them was awesome and mind blowing.
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Jun 23 2012, hikeeee
SAturday, Jun 23 2012
Off for hiking after having marinated the chicken.
something to check out over the next few,,,,,, Over the last two years, Pluto and Uranus have moved closer and closer to forming a perfect square, unleashing incredibly transformative energy and wreaking havoc on financial and government systems. Now, this square finally becomes exact for the first time on June 24, kicking off a four-year reign of turmoil!...............
Lets see what happens around the world in the next 4 years... will we turn into believers of Astrology,,,, :)))) remains to be seen,,,, and another good thing, we have something to blame for any screw ups ;) cheers
Does that mean the Euro is going to crash? hehehee,, remains to be seen and how the germans will dominate.
Off for hiking after having marinated the chicken.
something to check out over the next few,,,,,, Over the last two years, Pluto and Uranus have moved closer and closer to forming a perfect square, unleashing incredibly transformative energy and wreaking havoc on financial and government systems. Now, this square finally becomes exact for the first time on June 24, kicking off a four-year reign of turmoil!...............
Lets see what happens around the world in the next 4 years... will we turn into believers of Astrology,,,, :)))) remains to be seen,,,, and another good thing, we have something to blame for any screw ups ;) cheers
Does that mean the Euro is going to crash? hehehee,, remains to be seen and how the germans will dominate.
Friday, June 22, 2012
Jun 22, 2012 end of week
Friday, Jun 22 2012
Was looking at ways to improve my downwards sliding mood. gave a search on yoga and saw that philly has a bik yoga. got to make it happen during the weekend, along with the meditation as they are co incidently on the same street. :) .,,, cheers nature has a funny way of aligning things.
Was looking at ways to improve my downwards sliding mood. gave a search on yoga and saw that philly has a bik yoga. got to make it happen during the weekend, along with the meditation as they are co incidently on the same street. :) .,,, cheers nature has a funny way of aligning things.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Jun 20 2012,, dreaming of biriyani
Wednesday, Jun 20 2012
Was dreaming of the awesome biriyani that my Gujju neighbor gave me yesterday. Was wondering how do I pay them back, so packed the 4 laddus from the Venkateshwara temple and gave it the Dad of the house when he was entering.
It was touching, but at the same time, afraid to make a connection as I will be moving away soon and did not want any kind of heart ache when moving away. thats the most painful part.
Was dreaming of the awesome biriyani that my Gujju neighbor gave me yesterday. Was wondering how do I pay them back, so packed the 4 laddus from the Venkateshwara temple and gave it the Dad of the house when he was entering.
It was touching, but at the same time, afraid to make a connection as I will be moving away soon and did not want any kind of heart ache when moving away. thats the most painful part.
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Jun 19 2012,,, ill but surprising turn of events
Tueday, Jun 19 2012
woke up around 5 am,, again sick in the stomach. made it to work aroun 8 20. then ,, skipped eating, just had a banana and milk. did not take anything for lunch
skipped lunch. just had water.. was feeling hungry,, but was resisting the temptation to eat and cooling my stomach.
then got back home and was surprised to hear a knock on the door... turns up my neighbors wife, she got me a box of chicken biriyani.... wow.
at first thought of having it latter, then tried tasting it and then could not hold back, had the whole thing. yummmm.
watched the group d matches of euro on the internet.
10:30pm got on to the online secession about the new application that is going to replace the one we have been working on the past 12 years..... which means we are getting kicked out of the market. Hi time to change with the changing world.
even signing up for this was a turn around as it was full by the time I applied for the secession a few days ago... so was surprised when I got the invite.
woke up around 5 am,, again sick in the stomach. made it to work aroun 8 20. then ,, skipped eating, just had a banana and milk. did not take anything for lunch
skipped lunch. just had water.. was feeling hungry,, but was resisting the temptation to eat and cooling my stomach.
then got back home and was surprised to hear a knock on the door... turns up my neighbors wife, she got me a box of chicken biriyani.... wow.
at first thought of having it latter, then tried tasting it and then could not hold back, had the whole thing. yummmm.
watched the group d matches of euro on the internet.
10:30pm got on to the online secession about the new application that is going to replace the one we have been working on the past 12 years..... which means we are getting kicked out of the market. Hi time to change with the changing world.
even signing up for this was a turn around as it was full by the time I applied for the secession a few days ago... so was surprised when I got the invite.
Jun, 18, Got to move it up a notch
Tuesday, Jun 18 2012
Not feeling well, having some kind of health issue with the stomach.
woke up early around 5 and not able to sleep.
The toxic from the stomach getting into my blood and can feel my bodies immune cells combating the toxins.
Not feeling well, having some kind of health issue with the stomach.
woke up early around 5 and not able to sleep.
The toxic from the stomach getting into my blood and can feel my bodies immune cells combating the toxins.
Monday, June 18, 2012
Jun 17 , Afraid
Monday, Jun 17 2012
Past 3 days were kind of depressing.
ended up cooking mutton curry, then cleaning up the house a bit and doing laundry and a bit of shopping. watched the euro cup games. yet was not able to shake off the feeling.
Was running thru my mind trying to figure out why and what.
Did not feel like going out dancing, or going out and meeting anyone. Running all the possible scenarios. Was analyzing my emotion, and realised that after my last opening up of my heart about 2 years ago.. I have become a person who is afraid to fall in love, afraid of going thru the emotional pain that I did not want to go thru again, afraid to pair up and be taken for granted, emotionally insulted, betrayed with lies and decit. Blamed for things and incidences by a person who was so selfcentered and had no emotional sense of feeling that I too am person and have my own like, dis-likes, things I am scared off and have lots of insecurities. And the last thing I want was some one stomp over me.
Thou it was one of the saving graces that she is out of my life, but yet it feels hurtful and painful when memories of how badly I was treated comes back and then follows a hundred thousand questions on why would someone behave so selfishly, arrogantly, ignorantly and betray my trust and even after knowing the extend to which I went for her,, she conveniently , as was her selfish disposition , choose not to even glance in that direction..... I owe myself better respect and treatment.
Glad in a way that it ended, should have ended much earlier and could have spared me much more emotional hurt.
Quote on facebook.
In life you'll realize that there is a
purpose for every person you meet.
Some are there to test you, some
will use you, some will teach you, and
some will bring out the best in you.
Past 3 days were kind of depressing.
ended up cooking mutton curry, then cleaning up the house a bit and doing laundry and a bit of shopping. watched the euro cup games. yet was not able to shake off the feeling.
Was running thru my mind trying to figure out why and what.
Did not feel like going out dancing, or going out and meeting anyone. Running all the possible scenarios. Was analyzing my emotion, and realised that after my last opening up of my heart about 2 years ago.. I have become a person who is afraid to fall in love, afraid of going thru the emotional pain that I did not want to go thru again, afraid to pair up and be taken for granted, emotionally insulted, betrayed with lies and decit. Blamed for things and incidences by a person who was so selfcentered and had no emotional sense of feeling that I too am person and have my own like, dis-likes, things I am scared off and have lots of insecurities. And the last thing I want was some one stomp over me.
Thou it was one of the saving graces that she is out of my life, but yet it feels hurtful and painful when memories of how badly I was treated comes back and then follows a hundred thousand questions on why would someone behave so selfishly, arrogantly, ignorantly and betray my trust and even after knowing the extend to which I went for her,, she conveniently , as was her selfish disposition , choose not to even glance in that direction..... I owe myself better respect and treatment.
Glad in a way that it ended, should have ended much earlier and could have spared me much more emotional hurt.
Quote on facebook.
In life you'll realize that there is a
purpose for every person you meet.
Some are there to test you, some
will use you, some will teach you, and
some will bring out the best in you.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Jun 14 2012, drag day
Thursday, Jun 14, 2012
having a hard time getting out of bed,,, sweet dreams are so hard to pull away from and face the not so sweet reality of day to day life.
hmmmm guess nothing exciting happening is good and peaceful in a way.
having a hard time getting out of bed,,, sweet dreams are so hard to pull away from and face the not so sweet reality of day to day life.
hmmmm guess nothing exciting happening is good and peaceful in a way.
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Jun 13 2012, shop floor visit - tango
Wednesday Jun 13 2012
got to the shop floor visit in the morning, then for some chipotle lunch and evening was off to tango. met sha there asked me if I was going to salsa tomorrow. ok so thats a date for tomorrow.
got to the shop floor visit in the morning, then for some chipotle lunch and evening was off to tango. met sha there asked me if I was going to salsa tomorrow. ok so thats a date for tomorrow.
Monday, June 11, 2012
Jun 12 2012, wake up to fire engines
Tuesday, Jun 12 2012
woke up around 6 and heard the electricity shut off, all of a sudden it felt so quite. The AC in the neighborhood stopped.
then when I was in the wash room heard the sirens of emergency vehicles.... took a peek out of the window to seem them pull up in front of my apt.
immediately put on my dress and rushed out to see them all waiting out and that it was a false alarm triggered by the current cut.
so no breakfast, had a fast shower in the dark when there was still hot water in the tap.
then got out of the house aroun 7 and was at work aroun 7 35am
Got cracking on a few more online courses....
woke up around 6 and heard the electricity shut off, all of a sudden it felt so quite. The AC in the neighborhood stopped.
then when I was in the wash room heard the sirens of emergency vehicles.... took a peek out of the window to seem them pull up in front of my apt.
immediately put on my dress and rushed out to see them all waiting out and that it was a false alarm triggered by the current cut.
so no breakfast, had a fast shower in the dark when there was still hot water in the tap.
then got out of the house aroun 7 and was at work aroun 7 35am
Got cracking on a few more online courses....
Jun 11 , monday blues
Monday, Jun 11 2012
feeling the monday blues,,,, not really motivated to go to work, or is it the hang over from saturdays hiking, legs are aching thou.
well lets see if after the shower, the masala tea will help.
was able to set up the new router yesterday after the old one seems to have developed its own issues.
connecting seems to be faster or rather the browsing seems to be.
Motivation,,,, please bless me. 6 more weeks for the proj to go live and hopefully I will get the sap-opening-in-netherlands.
Europe here I come.
I am sure I did some entry in the morning its missing now.
had a hard time motivating myself out of the house to get to work... but made it,, looks like it affected most of the people today, as very few people turned up.
well dragged thru the day and did some online training.
then back to home in the evening, did some meditation and got to watch euro cup, filled with its brand of racism,, no wonder the europeans are so screwed up and narrow minded in terms of respecting people of other race of belief system.
just a bunch of sickos.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0f259wCerY&feature=share
shocking how the cowards just go and attack peaceful people watching games in the stadium and even the cops do not do anything... all this because they are people of darker skin.
10pm to midnight, another online training course.... nice to see my former colleuges also on the call. looks like the future is scaring everyone, more so because of the uncertainity and the current market crashing in the technology we are on. the new technologies are fast replacing the old ones.... and job loss for people like us.
Jun 10 2012, Euro cup
Sunday, Jun 10 2012
had issues with connecting to the net,, after a few trials,, had to call up cable co to trouble shoot.
looks like the issue is with the wireless router..
got a new router towards the evening.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Jun 09 2012..... hiking
Saturday, Jun 09 2012
Got connected with Ramn from the college hostel days, got his digits and called him up. seems to have matured a bit, but the same old crap talk and trash talk, that was his signature.
But it was nice connecting to him.
It was a good hike and great german beir after that.
was interesting to connect with chirsiii towards the end and she wanted to try to out tango and salsa. lets see for now its salsa. she has a cute smile and bright dancing eyes.
Got connected with Ramn from the college hostel days, got his digits and called him up. seems to have matured a bit, but the same old crap talk and trash talk, that was his signature.
But it was nice connecting to him.
It was a good hike and great german beir after that.
was interesting to connect with chirsiii towards the end and she wanted to try to out tango and salsa. lets see for now its salsa. she has a cute smile and bright dancing eyes.
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Jun 08 2012,,, better day
Thursday, Jun 08 2012,,
its been a better day. again funny trying to tell the vendor at wes t team stv about the functionality and that bum starts talking about regression ,,, had no idea how to educate someone who is talking Tokyo looking at london.
anyways good to hear the team get in sync with me regarding the crazy lady ush who is nothing but a pure manipulator and never able to stick to the topic of discussion and always looking for opportunities to play games.
its been a better day. again funny trying to tell the vendor at wes t team stv about the functionality and that bum starts talking about regression ,,, had no idea how to educate someone who is talking Tokyo looking at london.
anyways good to hear the team get in sync with me regarding the crazy lady ush who is nothing but a pure manipulator and never able to stick to the topic of discussion and always looking for opportunities to play games.
Jun 07. hmmm salsa or not
Thursday Jun 07 2012. hmmm salsa or not.. remains to be seen.. noo cause I can only reward myself after I complete studying something I set myself up for, which is more important for me and my lifes direction.
Jun 06 , tango
Wednesday Jun 06 , tango was good, getting the feeling of holding women in that particular way, where they just stop resisting, crumble and follow ,,,,, boy how easy it gets when they start following.. I was great to be dancing with the teacher most of the time and getting her gentle corrections and thus enhancing my own comfort level.
Monday, June 4, 2012
Jun 04 2012, self learning
Monday Jun 04 2012
Spend most of the day on completing a few self learning stuff online of the company.
with nothing much to do.
started of going towards downtown for the meditation, decided to turn back after seeing the traffic. then need to sit down and see what I can do with the SAP learning.
hope to get the opening in nertherlands.. would be a good break for me, instead of going off to India and trying to adjust to the life there.
Spend most of the day on completing a few self learning stuff online of the company.
with nothing much to do.
started of going towards downtown for the meditation, decided to turn back after seeing the traffic. then need to sit down and see what I can do with the SAP learning.
hope to get the opening in nertherlands.. would be a good break for me, instead of going off to India and trying to adjust to the life there.
Jun 03,, just passed by
Sunday, Jun 03 2012
passed by, with a bit of shopping.
Kind of depressing thinking of the options I have in my life and the way its going.
passed by, with a bit of shopping.
Kind of depressing thinking of the options I have in my life and the way its going.
Saturday, June 2, 2012
Jun 02 2012 Attempt to study
Satruday, Jun 02 2012
Made an attempt to study, was not really successful. Was feeling restless.
Called up home and got to know that lil cousin Anki got into the countries best medical college. wow. thats 2 cousins in that college now and 3 over all studying to become a doc.
Becoming a family of docs and engineers.
Latter in the afternoon got cooking on the goat curry. well it was okay. not really impressed.
Made an attempt to study, was not really successful. Was feeling restless.
Called up home and got to know that lil cousin Anki got into the countries best medical college. wow. thats 2 cousins in that college now and 3 over all studying to become a doc.
Becoming a family of docs and engineers.
Latter in the afternoon got cooking on the goat curry. well it was okay. not really impressed.
Jun 1 2012, start of month
Friday, Jun 01 2012
was feeling sleepy after late night.
got out of work around 5:30. talked with anj regarding the possibility of reliving from this project and what if I get a good opportunity. out.
also got the mail about me been considered for the opening in netherlands.
was feeling on the fence to go off dancing in downtown,, and then the Tornado warning and heavy rains made sure by nature that I do not go out. :))) wish all decisions were this easy.
was feeling sleepy after late night.
got out of work around 5:30. talked with anj regarding the possibility of reliving from this project and what if I get a good opportunity. out.
also got the mail about me been considered for the opening in netherlands.
was feeling on the fence to go off dancing in downtown,, and then the Tornado warning and heavy rains made sure by nature that I do not go out. :))) wish all decisions were this easy.
May 31 2012, goat meat and salsa
Thursday May 31 2012
completed the enduring online course for eai and then decided to reward myself with salsa and get the goat meat. on the way met mans and took him along.
completed the enduring online course for eai and then decided to reward myself with salsa and get the goat meat. on the way met mans and took him along.