Thursday, Mar 24 2011,
About 24 hrs to go before heading to the middle east. And hopefully reach home soon.
Thou not a very happy situation I am going into with the gloom of sadness in the family.
It was nice communicating with ap and getting to know the true self of another lier. So glad I got to know the truth much earlier and don't have to make effort to even think twice.
The same selfish pattern of behavior, just thinking that others are fools that can be taken for granted and for a ride. Thank you god for keeping such people out of my life.
Its so funny that all of them have the same signature dialogues and high sense of insecurity about themselves and the way they address their opinion about other people and other cultures. Most importantly they do not seem to have an feeling of attachment towards their own culture and seem to be wanting to belong to another culture.
Guess it all starts with them lying to themselves and in the process end up believing their own lies and expect others to believe their lies too.
Biggest example was chika of japan, a self confessed chronic cheat. So sad that they tend to attribute their behavior to external factors and not even for a second think in terms of moral, morality and sense of been truthful and honest. Which I believe is the foundation for all the stable cultures and back bone of their survival.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Mar 22, Beautiful grey day
Tuesday, Mar 22 2011
Beautiful day with tones of Grey.
Had a good cumbia dance yesterday after a very long time. wish they played more cumbia, its so touching and heart felt.
Beautiful day with tones of Grey.
Had a good cumbia dance yesterday after a very long time. wish they played more cumbia, its so touching and heart felt.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Mar 21, calm day
Monday, Mar 21 2011
Calm day, got mail back from d about her been busy with work and not having gone out to dance.
looks like something is up.
neways.
a peaceful day, got a bit of PMP done.
Finishing up the food in the fridge before the month long trip. in a state of confusion and sadness thinking of aunt going thru the hopeless feelings caused by cancer. I am sure if she had her own family things would have been different. Again money playing a big role in the longevity of a person and their ability to afford treatment.
Got call from din, she was speaking like a drunk sailor or better still like a wanna be white trash. wonder what happened to the sweet little girl I had seen many years ago. funny how she and apar do not communicate. Must be all the negativity that din seems to be throwing around, more so to cover her feelings of her over weight appearence. well that does not give her the right to talk trash about others.
Calm day, got mail back from d about her been busy with work and not having gone out to dance.
looks like something is up.
neways.
a peaceful day, got a bit of PMP done.
Finishing up the food in the fridge before the month long trip. in a state of confusion and sadness thinking of aunt going thru the hopeless feelings caused by cancer. I am sure if she had her own family things would have been different. Again money playing a big role in the longevity of a person and their ability to afford treatment.
Got call from din, she was speaking like a drunk sailor or better still like a wanna be white trash. wonder what happened to the sweet little girl I had seen many years ago. funny how she and apar do not communicate. Must be all the negativity that din seems to be throwing around, more so to cover her feelings of her over weight appearence. well that does not give her the right to talk trash about others.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Mar 20, Pics from costco
Sunday, Mar 20, 2011
went to costco to get the pics, looks good now to take it home.
Got in touch with shiv in Doha. have to see if I can meet him and talk about things.
went to costco to get the pics, looks good now to take it home.
Got in touch with shiv in Doha. have to see if I can meet him and talk about things.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Mar 19 , great night of salsa and flirting
Saturday Mar 19 2011
6 more sleeps to go for the big trip.
It was great yesterday night with salsa dancing in Brazil, it was like a Blond fest. wooo.
And the best part with them loving things I did and appreciating it so much. Yes loving it was the words I kept getting.
Cuba turned out as usual to be a meat market. but with the sexies going at it. my best moment was with ami, dancing with amie the merengue, continuously. wowo.
There is some kind of dance connection with her that seems to be different. Hardly know her, just that the few mins dancing with her feels like been able to be my own free self and she just follows thru adding her own little moves, which seem to blend in well with mine.
Full moon day, rather SUPER FULL MOON night. got some great shots
6 more sleeps to go for the big trip.
It was great yesterday night with salsa dancing in Brazil, it was like a Blond fest. wooo.
And the best part with them loving things I did and appreciating it so much. Yes loving it was the words I kept getting.
Cuba turned out as usual to be a meat market. but with the sexies going at it. my best moment was with ami, dancing with amie the merengue, continuously. wowo.
There is some kind of dance connection with her that seems to be different. Hardly know her, just that the few mins dancing with her feels like been able to be my own free self and she just follows thru adding her own little moves, which seem to blend in well with mine.
Full moon day, rather SUPER FULL MOON night. got some great shots
Friday, March 18, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Mar 17 2011, market day
Thursday, MAr 17 2011
8 more days and today seems to be another day of bonus. lets see how it turns out in a couple of hrs.
I am getting wealthier and wealthier :))),,, let the dollars come in and I will have a great time travelling around the world in style. :)
Evening got call from mal. same old behavior, selfish and self centered to the core only bothered and interested in her own needs and then wanting to be treated like some princess. I am so tired of all these self centered attention seeking bitches. They are so born to suck the happiness and everything out of you because they are so empty and hungry for everything that they don't have.... LOVE. But never the ones to give that to anyone.
8 more days and today seems to be another day of bonus. lets see how it turns out in a couple of hrs.
I am getting wealthier and wealthier :))),,, let the dollars come in and I will have a great time travelling around the world in style. :)
Evening got call from mal. same old behavior, selfish and self centered to the core only bothered and interested in her own needs and then wanting to be treated like some princess. I am so tired of all these self centered attention seeking bitches. They are so born to suck the happiness and everything out of you because they are so empty and hungry for everything that they don't have.... LOVE. But never the ones to give that to anyone.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Mar 16 2011 need to focus
Wednesday Mar 16 2011
few more days to go before the big journey. maybe life altering.
It was good to go for a slow walk yesterday night. wish I was able to focus on the pm thing. hopefully today.
Sad to see the worsening conditions in Japan.
Hope and pray that things will get better for them.
Gald to know that yuka had a baby and princess maki was doing well to.
few more days to go before the big journey. maybe life altering.
It was good to go for a slow walk yesterday night. wish I was able to focus on the pm thing. hopefully today.
Sad to see the worsening conditions in Japan.
Hope and pray that things will get better for them.
Gald to know that yuka had a baby and princess maki was doing well to.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Mar 15, P day
Tuesday, Mar 15 2011
P day and getting paid to just stay at home on the bench, these are the hidden benefits of working for a consulting company.
And its like 2 weeks of free time or pre-trip time. Gald that things fell into place in a good way.
Everything happens for the better.
Now to focus on pm p and see if I can get some of the training done.
Was nice talking with B at. he is a nice guy with a good heart and head.
P day and getting paid to just stay at home on the bench, these are the hidden benefits of working for a consulting company.
And its like 2 weeks of free time or pre-trip time. Gald that things fell into place in a good way.
Everything happens for the better.
Now to focus on pm p and see if I can get some of the training done.
Was nice talking with B at. he is a nice guy with a good heart and head.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Mar 14 2011
Monday, Mar 14 2011
hmmmm nothing much to do, all the pressure is off. Just need to do the PMP and see how much I can cover.
And then on the On Demand stuff.
Go for a run early morning before that. :) this is life
hmmmm nothing much to do, all the pressure is off. Just need to do the PMP and see how much I can cover.
And then on the On Demand stuff.
Go for a run early morning before that. :) this is life
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Mar 13 2011 sunday
Sunday Mar 13
Time change moved ahead by 1 hr
Called up prsd to drop off the laptop. left a msg to possibly meet at king of purssia mall middle ground.
he calls back around 11 and says its 10 mils away,, damm fker.. I am travelling 27 miles and he has issues with 10miles..
anyways tell him I will meet him there. asks to call about 5 miles before reaching the mall.
Son of gun, just goes on to show how bad it is and how the indian managers tend to take things for granted and expect others to do their work for them. Fk him.
Reached Eton mall around 2 and then 2:05 called prsd and told him that I am waiting at the jc penny.
He came, gave him the lap top and got Laptop from manas.
Called up Aji ha before starting and then left a message.
Called him again when reaching lansdale, he said would meet me at CVS and so met him there and handed over the Lap top.
Time change moved ahead by 1 hr
Called up prsd to drop off the laptop. left a msg to possibly meet at king of purssia mall middle ground.
he calls back around 11 and says its 10 mils away,, damm fker.. I am travelling 27 miles and he has issues with 10miles..
anyways tell him I will meet him there. asks to call about 5 miles before reaching the mall.
Son of gun, just goes on to show how bad it is and how the indian managers tend to take things for granted and expect others to do their work for them. Fk him.
Reached Eton mall around 2 and then 2:05 called prsd and told him that I am waiting at the jc penny.
He came, gave him the lap top and got Laptop from manas.
Called up Aji ha before starting and then left a message.
Called him again when reaching lansdale, he said would meet me at CVS and so met him there and handed over the Lap top.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Mar 12 2011 Saturday
Saturday Mar 2011
woke up early watching cricket ,, hehehe so sad to see all the Indians with dejected faces after their loss.
Sad about the loss of life and missing people in japan.
talked with anl about taxes and differed tax.
woke up early watching cricket ,, hehehe so sad to see all the Indians with dejected faces after their loss.
Sad about the loss of life and missing people in japan.
talked with anl about taxes and differed tax.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Mar 11 2011 Friday two more weeks to go
Friday, Mar 11, 2011
14 more days to my trip washington and Qatar.
Called up anl choud around 9am and got someone in his house, said he was sleeping and would call me back.
That felt good for a change giving him the treatment that he was trying on me. Wonder how he is sleeping in when his client is on the east coast and its 9am here.
Called up home to ask about the ice pack, was told that everyone is kind of sad cause of shaila aechis condition.
Then got call from offshore, as expected vivek screwing things up with his snobbishness.
Then around 3 went to costco got milk and sona masuri.
went to wal mart and got ice pack for parents.
14 more days to my trip washington and Qatar.
Called up anl choud around 9am and got someone in his house, said he was sleeping and would call me back.
That felt good for a change giving him the treatment that he was trying on me. Wonder how he is sleeping in when his client is on the east coast and its 9am here.
Called up home to ask about the ice pack, was told that everyone is kind of sad cause of shaila aechis condition.
Then got call from offshore, as expected vivek screwing things up with his snobbishness.
Then around 3 went to costco got milk and sona masuri.
went to wal mart and got ice pack for parents.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Mar 10 2011,, Another project,, I am so in demand
Thrusday, Mar 10 2011.
Woke up nice and leisurely, watched the match between Lanka and zimbabwae.
Then got a call from wllpt Anl Ch.. damm he is not one of those guys I would like to work with after the way in which he tried to finger point at me to cover up his own lack of responsibility and accountability.
well i might call him back latter after I finish going for a run and maybe after shopping.
It feels nice to be flirting with De, should say she is the smartest puerto rican I have got to meet and also HOT and beautiful looking. ;)
I Hoped and prayed like crazy to make the relationship with Eva work, but,,,,, now I am glad it did not. Thank god for unanswered prayers. Gald I got to see the cold hearted side of hers. Something I should have been right from the start. Given all her dishonest behavior and inability to be honest or have an open honest conversation.
That I should remember will be one of the biggest measuring factors of taking the decision to give my heart out to someone. Any time the women is not able to open up and talk honestly, that means she has many more things like that to hide and not worthy of been pursued. Cause its only going to get more complicated after that.
Gald that I was able to resit my temptation with Mal. She just reminded me of Eva and her character of lying to themselves and thinking that others are just fools and will just accept the lies they believe to true.
hehehehe... just have to keep my eyes open to the Red Flags. cheers
Woke up nice and leisurely, watched the match between Lanka and zimbabwae.
Then got a call from wllpt Anl Ch.. damm he is not one of those guys I would like to work with after the way in which he tried to finger point at me to cover up his own lack of responsibility and accountability.
well i might call him back latter after I finish going for a run and maybe after shopping.
It feels nice to be flirting with De, should say she is the smartest puerto rican I have got to meet and also HOT and beautiful looking. ;)
I Hoped and prayed like crazy to make the relationship with Eva work, but,,,,, now I am glad it did not. Thank god for unanswered prayers. Gald I got to see the cold hearted side of hers. Something I should have been right from the start. Given all her dishonest behavior and inability to be honest or have an open honest conversation.
That I should remember will be one of the biggest measuring factors of taking the decision to give my heart out to someone. Any time the women is not able to open up and talk honestly, that means she has many more things like that to hide and not worthy of been pursued. Cause its only going to get more complicated after that.
Gald that I was able to resit my temptation with Mal. She just reminded me of Eva and her character of lying to themselves and thinking that others are just fools and will just accept the lies they believe to true.
hehehehe... just have to keep my eyes open to the Red Flags. cheers
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Mar 09 Wed last day at Bio
Wed Mar 09 2011
Last day at Bio,,, feel the stress level go down heavily.
just two meetings and then clean up the Bio laptop and be free to explore and shop before my big trip.
Last day at Bio,,, feel the stress level go down heavily.
just two meetings and then clean up the Bio laptop and be free to explore and shop before my big trip.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
MAR 08 2011 BEAUTIFUL DAY
Tuesday, Mar 08 2011
A beautiful looking day, woke up on the couch. hehehe..
First good news, syc meeting canceled 8:30.. so got time to eat my breakfast after a very long time... hmm feels good.
lets see how the day progress. :)
Beautiful things are coming to me and into my life constantly :)
A beautiful looking day, woke up on the couch. hehehe..
First good news, syc meeting canceled 8:30.. so got time to eat my breakfast after a very long time... hmm feels good.
lets see how the day progress. :)
Beautiful things are coming to me and into my life constantly :)
Monday, March 7, 2011
Mar 07 Mon
Monday Mar 07 2011
Another hectic day starting off at 6:45 am,, ending at 6:30,, got to have breakfast around 4:30pm.. Around 12 hrs of non-stop coordination and organizing meetings.
Another hectic day starting off at 6:45 am,, ending at 6:30,, got to have breakfast around 4:30pm.. Around 12 hrs of non-stop coordination and organizing meetings.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Mar 6 sun
Sunday Mar 06 2011
Woke up slowly to the pitter patter of falling rain.
started watching the one day between india and ireland.
Then in the afternoon towards 1pm started cooking the chicken and lamb combo curry. went out to costco to check the gagets and then to wall mart. returned back home and then had my brunch around 5pm.
fixed a brandy and watched soccer.
checking to see if i missed any to-do items for the weekend.
Woke up slowly to the pitter patter of falling rain.
started watching the one day between india and ireland.
Then in the afternoon towards 1pm started cooking the chicken and lamb combo curry. went out to costco to check the gagets and then to wall mart. returned back home and then had my brunch around 5pm.
fixed a brandy and watched soccer.
checking to see if i missed any to-do items for the weekend.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Mar 05 2011
SAt, Mar 05 2011
Woke up late after a long nice sleep.
Called up home,,, ahh not a very good thing. got to know sadep ratted me out. And now they all want to know the exact dates.
put forward my conditions and ended the conv.
around 3 went to costco and got the sensor detected lamp. maybe useful at home for dad and moms security.
Woke up late after a long nice sleep.
Called up home,,, ahh not a very good thing. got to know sadep ratted me out. And now they all want to know the exact dates.
put forward my conditions and ended the conv.
around 3 went to costco and got the sensor detected lamp. maybe useful at home for dad and moms security.
Friday, March 4, 2011
Mar 04 , New moon day
Friday, Mar 04 2011
Another hectic day, filled with meeting and knwldge transfer sessions.... trying to coordinate.
around 4:30 went out to costco to get some stuff / souvenirs to take home for dad.
THEN came home and was feeling tired. passed out. Did not feel like driving all the way to downtown for salsa. Even the thought of meeting the pretty sexy french gal did not inspire me.
Fixed a Henesey Brandy and replied to some mails around 9:45 now....
well new moon, time to shed the old and be ready for the new by tomorrow. forget this week as a bad dream
Another hectic day, filled with meeting and knwldge transfer sessions.... trying to coordinate.
around 4:30 went out to costco to get some stuff / souvenirs to take home for dad.
THEN came home and was feeling tired. passed out. Did not feel like driving all the way to downtown for salsa. Even the thought of meeting the pretty sexy french gal did not inspire me.
Fixed a Henesey Brandy and replied to some mails around 9:45 now....
well new moon, time to shed the old and be ready for the new by tomorrow. forget this week as a bad dream
May 03 2011, relatively better day
Thrusday, May 03 2011
writing this on a friday night. don't remember much other than that after a series of meetings had gone out salsa dancing at the prax. then in the parking lot attended the conf at 10:30pm hahaha what a freaking life.
writing this on a friday night. don't remember much other than that after a series of meetings had gone out salsa dancing at the prax. then in the parking lot attended the conf at 10:30pm hahaha what a freaking life.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Mar 02 2011, feels like a beautiful day
Wednesday, Mar 02 2011
Woke up to a very beautiful day.... :)
Got to take advantage of the good energy and spread the happiness around.
Woke up to a very beautiful day.... :)
Got to take advantage of the good energy and spread the happiness around.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Mar 01 2011. regina looks good
Tuesday, Mar 01 2011
Got on the series of sync calls, was left feeling more sick after hearing the heated talk between gur and prsd. Gur had a point, that its going to take sometime before we could come up with and understd doc of the system. And hence would need more time to assimilate what we went thru.
With vvk been sick was feeling bad to be engaging him on things.
Then manas sends out a mail for having sync call around 10:30pm est. dammm do these guys understand that others have personal life too???
Got on the series of sync calls, was left feeling more sick after hearing the heated talk between gur and prsd. Gur had a point, that its going to take sometime before we could come up with and understd doc of the system. And hence would need more time to assimilate what we went thru.
With vvk been sick was feeling bad to be engaging him on things.
Then manas sends out a mail for having sync call around 10:30pm est. dammm do these guys understand that others have personal life too???
Feb 28 2011 meetings again end of month
Monday, Feb 28. 2011
again coordinating with offshore, was a bit taken aback to see that vvk was sick and was wondering to call off the KT session. So called him up directly to check and know. luckily he was able to say that he would join.
The got confirmation from ali on the talks for the regina opening.
Went out to vango for the night to let out my feelings of stress.
again coordinating with offshore, was a bit taken aback to see that vvk was sick and was wondering to call off the KT session. So called him up directly to check and know. luckily he was able to say that he would join.
The got confirmation from ali on the talks for the regina opening.
Went out to vango for the night to let out my feelings of stress.
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